the stars were dim and the city lights bright
we stood in the darkness, eyes interlocked tight
it was awkward until you leaned in and since then
that kiss has crossed my mind every night
I hate you
Something new, but yet, not really new
just something i guess us idiots do
love makes me stupid, love makes me stupid happy, truly
but it's not love if you don't love me too
oh yes, it's not love
it's life
you don't know what those three seconds did to me,
you don't know what those three words really meant
Every time i think of you get so fucking happy
it means a lot considering through what i went
but to you it meant nothing and although i get sappy
when i think of you my mood comes down crashing
You lift me up, drag me down, but at least it was time spent
But when i close my eyes it's back to me smiling
Because past i can't get
The thought of us kissing
The love i can't get
YOU ARE READING
suicide
Romanceloving someone who doesn't love you back, something new but really nothing new
