EverFree

Chapter 1

I stared out the window as the rain hit it. I was too busy zoning out that I didn’t noticed that my friend was talking to me. “ Shadow ” I heard Haven scream. “ What?” I replied to her. Wishing I was doing something else other than sitting in her pink room, while she was yapping about another boy.

It’s always the same. She finds a boy that is cute, they think she’s cute. Couple days later she finds him making out with her friends. Then the boys  would always plead to be forgiven, but her being her she won’t.

She sighs “ I said Do you think that Vincent guy is cute?” I quickly shake my head no. I quickly glanced down at the floor. I was wearing a black long sleeve shirt and black leggings. I had to start wearing all long clothing because my parents recently started to abuse me and that just accompanying my depression, plus my cutting was getting worse.

        I stared at her waiting for her to ask me the question most people ask me , “ Are you Bi, gay, or something?” For their Information I am straight. Despite my appearance I’m 100% straight. I quickly glanced at the mirror besides me to stare at my appearance. I have long dark black hair, and i’m super pale.

   

“So what do you want to talk about?” I hear her question me.

“ So would you say you're developing a crush?” I questioned her.

She responded with a quick blush. “ C-can we n-not talk about that.”

I shrug I go back to looking out into the rain. Just as I start to zone out, I feel my phone start to vibrate. I quickly yank it out of my pocket to see that my Brother, Vincent was calling. I quickly snickered, leaving poor little Haven confused.

I walked out of the room to answer the call. ¨Hey V, what´s up?¨ I heard nothing at the other end except the breathing of him. ¨ If you are trying to scare me then it's not working.¨ I stated. I was honestly bored to death. Usually the only people who call me are my best and only friend Haven, then him sometimes,but only if he needs something.

“Ügghh fine! Yes it is me. But I was wondering if you knew where Haven's favorite place is?” I started to ponder this thought. I do know, but I want my own info first. ¨Why are you wondering?¨ I heard nothing on the other end again. I was getting ready to hang up on him when,

                “IlikelikeherbutIamscaredthatshewon´tlikemebacksowhenItellherIwantittobeatherfavoriteplace!¨ I could practically hear him yelling at the other end.

I gasped. We weren't allowed to have crushes thanks to our mother,nor were we allowed to have friends. Immediately an evil Idea came to my mind. ¨What was that?¨ I asked innocently. He growls and says, ¨ I like like her, but I am scared that she won't like me back so when I tell her that I love her I want it to be at her favorite place.¨

I snicker quietly. I think about it for a bit. “I do believe it's at the hill in the middle of the woods. You know the one that overlooks the ocean?” I waited a few seconds waiting for a response or something that would show signs of life.

                         

“Thank you so much Ever.” I quickly shushed him, he knows I hate it when people call me by my real name. When I was born Ever meant they would die at a young age. I already know I am there is no point in me being alive anymore well except for Haven. Yet again she would be noticed as the pretty girl not as the girl that hangs out with the freak. I sighed and hung up. Nobody would notice if I was gone. As I walked into her room I immediately felt out of place. Haven was probably the prettiest girl in our school. With her long brown hair that went past her waist, her pink long sleeve shirts, short shorts, long tan legs, and her white running shoes. But here she is, hanging out with an emo. I glanced at the mirror to see my black eye uncovered. I quickly covered my black eye, and walked into her room.

“DO YOU WANT TO WATCH ANIME?!” I jumped startled by her yelling.

“Um….I have to go.” I glanced at the clock and started to walk towards the door.

“Oh bye!” I heard her call out to me as I shut the door behind me. Now all I have to do is stay alive as I walk down the street. Easier said than done. I tossed my black jacket on and threw my hood over my head and threw my hands into my pockets. I liked walking at night. It was peaceful when nobody was out here yelling, throwing rocks, or anything else. Well except the occasional yells from parents to their children, or the tv playing to loud. I finally made it to our two story house. Ours was different from the others. Ours had a tower connected to it. Which is where I sleep all the way at the top of the tower. With the door locked and blocked, windows chained shut, with only a pillow and a blanket for a bed. I walked into the house hoping everyone was sound asleep