Random rants

9:10 pm

Anya hates you you made her not trust you anymore you're just an annoying young kid to her Renee doesnt want to talk to you she's just in it for the memes Julissa hates you because you never talk to her but say you love her you have no real friends except for Jodie at school you pretend that you like people just so you look like you have friends and that you aren't a lame loser with one friend Adrionna hates you because you're such a bitch Victoria pisses you off for no goddamn reason you need to get your shit together you're fucking mental and you honestly want someone to love you and someone to care and give you attention but then you also feel stupid for wanting attention you say you're transgender when really you're not sure because you either feel that you are a guy or that you are nothing that you're non binary but you don't at all feel feminine you hate your boobs you hate your hair you hate how you can't go to school without someone finding a new way to pick on you you hate how last year everyone on the bus made fun of you for trying to figure out your sexuality and they started to question your gender and you tried to make it sound like you were sure  you were a girl but here you are not saying you aren't one honestly just die at this point you're so fucking confusing no matter no one wants to be your friend your voice sounds like shit you can't do math to save your life you fail at comforting your friends except for the one that you've known for years and you still are not very good at making Jodie happy honestly just please go nkill yourself because I don't think I can live like this any longer