Random rants

4:09 pm

Mhhkay

Let's get this straight

I'm not straight

But I'm not completely 100% on my sexuality. Like I think I'm biromantic/demisexual but people make fun of me for it and I'm not completely confident about it so I'd rather not answer the question of "So what's your sexual preference?" Because I'm not good at answering that even though my sexuality is probably demisexual biromantic I'm not confident about it so I'll probably just laugh at you question and skip it

Also

I'm ready to whoops I just sneezed. I was gonna say I'm ready to die but I sneezed and I felt that sneezing was more important. Okay so I started off with maybe 15 friends this year and now it's down to 5. I'm not close with anyone either. You know how you have that best friend that you talk to 24/7 yeah well I don't have that anymore and my ex Sierra is trying to be that and I don't know if I can trust her like that no I do trust her I just don't know if I can be her friend at this point I used to have someone like that type of best friend but idk i pushed her away or something happened so that it's like we are just friends that talk sometimes??? I tried to kill myself one weekend (shocker Right) and it didn't work for some reason and I did it the night before school so when I woke up I was confused and late for school so yay and then on the way to school I had a panic attack then I was just silent for the whole day until I got to talk to my bestie about ya know it. I don't like saying suicide and stuff Idk why but I don't.