The girl behind the books

Losing friends

Hi world, welcome to the first page in this book. Lets get into it.

Some poeple will come and go, when friends leave it hurts but when you lose a best friend i feels like your heart gets ripped out of you.

People will say life goes on but it just doesn't feel the same without them there. Yeah you have other friends but when you lose someone who has been in your life for so long, its like you lose abit of your heart which youll never get back.

This is what happened to me, almost a year ago, a girl lets call her Cassie. She had been my best friend for 15 year but something went wrong and to this day i have no idea what it was. She went from my sister/my other half to a complete stranger.

She blocked me from her life and made me watch from the side lines. I was completely heart broken when this happened, because i had no idea what i had done or if it even was me

Now i knew something was up around her 18th brithday as she did everything to stay away from me, but i didnt say anything as it wasnt that big of a deal. This then got worst as time went on till she had completely removed me from her life the day she moved away from me.

As people say life moves on and so it seems so did she, she moved to uni and never told me till i found out from her brother. Thats when i came clear that i wasnt important in her life anymore. My best friend of 15 years didnt care.

Now have my friends who helped my fill the void and i will never look back a regret losing her as friend because thats all she was now a friend

Losing friends is always the hardest