2 losers ( copperxsun )

Tasting the tears of loser

He shyly laugh and poking me back.. we both keep laughing while poking each other..

Sun POV
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"Ahh.. i give up.. haha.."  i try to stop laugh and calm myself, the nervousness are really disappearing

"I will bring ice water for us? Or maybe you want a warm tea?"

"Humm.. water is okay" copper also calming himself

" ice water then" i stand snd walk to my kitchen

" wow.. you have guitar? You can play it? " copper shouted from my room

"Yes,, i didnt tell you that i was in kpop club? Oh yeah the club still not started after the long holiday. The senior from that club teach me how to play it" i answer without shouting

The sound of copper play my guitar can be hear ti the kitchen .. "he make a mess with the guitar.. haha.. "i laugh

I bring a bottle of ice water and some sweets to my room.. i was looking at copper sit on my bed crossing his leg and look serious setting the guitar.

"So you really can play guitar too? I think you just make a mess it. Just like me? Haha"

Copper looking at me.
then he start to play the guitar..

And Then he sing..

I was hold this old guitar ~

try to make the confession i could not make~

Or the stories I persistently swallowed~

As if i just made a song~

i am trying to say it now~

 
Just listen, I'll l sing for you~

"copper can sing? This beautifully?, and he is gonna make a confession ?? To mee??? " i was thinking while standing looking at my talented boyfriend

I love you so much, but i dont say it out loud~

Its awkward, my pride won't allow it~

Today i will be brave and say it~

Just casually listen, I'll sing for you~

The way you cry~ the way you smile~

I wonder how big they mean to me~

The words i wanted to say ~

The word i missed ~

I'll confess~

But just listen I'll sing for you~

I'll sing for you~

Just listen to it once and smile~

Its little funny right?~

To me there's only you~

Sometimes I'm worse than stranger~

Actually, in my arms~

I want to rub your hair~

And get a hug of you~

The way you cry~

The way you smile~

I wonder how big they mean to me~

The words i regretted as i turned away~

I will apologise~

Just listen~ I'll sing for you~

Just pretend like nothing wrong~

I am so thankful everyday~

That you are here~

My present given from the god~

After today is gone~

I may be awkward once again~~

But today i want to say it for sure~

so just listen~

The way you cry~

The way you smile~

I wonder how big they mean to me~

The words i wanted to say, the word i missed~

I'll confess ~

And even if its little awkward ~

Just listen as I say I LOVE YOU~~
I LOVE YOU~~

Just listen to this word~

I~

Love~

You~~~~

Copper POV
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"Hiks.. hiks.." the boy infront of me crying lije a river with his hand bringing tray that full of sweets and a bottle of water..

I was hurriedly put the guitar and hold the tray from him and put it in the near table

I strongly hugged him, he put his head on my chest as he crying.. i brush his hair slowly..

"I sing for you that tell you that your crying mean a lot to me, and here you are crying again"

"Hmm cough, cough" the boy coughing while laugh and cry at the sametimes

He hit my chest " its because i deeply moved.. idiot"

I brush his hair, then sweeping his tears in his eyes.. we both deeply looking each other as our head getting close and he closing his eyes.. i was focused on his lips.. my head getting closer until the both of our lips meet each other.

That evening is  my first time to taste of kiss that taste like tears.. the kiss that full of sincerity and the kiss that so warm and calming my heart.. oh its the kiss of love..ohh its love..

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Should it ended here?🤔😂