Songs I Write

Friday Feels

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Friday morning
I woke up with no warning
I fell into a wanting
To be anyone else
As the day went
I struggled with some payments
Limping cobbled pavements
Don't feel nothing else yet

And I could lie
Say I feel fine
I could lie
But I don't feel fine
Though I could lie
I don't try
Suppose I could lie
But I've been taught to live, not to breathe

So fill the top of my lungs
With sun
Feel the warmth of my heart
As I bleed
This is all that I want
Feel something
So different
This is all that I want
All that I want
No, nothing more
This is all that I want

Friday noon
Time shifts so soon
Before you know it
You're halfway to the moon, oh
Guess I grabbed the spoon
On my way to a Roman ruin
I love the sound of you
But the view is amusing compared by far

And I could lie
Say I feel fine
I could lie
But I don't feel fine
Though I could lie
I don't try
Suppose I could lie
But I've been taught to think, not to feel

So fill the top of my lungs
With sun
Feel the warmth of my heart
As I bleed
This is all that I want
Feel something
So different
This is all that I want
All that I want
No, nothing more
This is all that I want

And I could lie
Say I feel fine
I could lie
But I don't feel fine
Though I could lie
I don't try
Suppose I could lie
But I've been taught to live, not to breathe
Been taught to live, not to feel

So fill the top of my lungs
With sun
Feel the warmth of my heart
As I bleed
This is all that I want
Feel something
So different
This is all that I want
All that I want
No, nothing more
This is all that I want

Friday evening
I found a box and my earring
Got lost, also my hearing
Is losing all it's worth
I'm bleeding
A lot but it's feeling
So it's not much to feel this
'Cause I'm not used to it at all

Friday night
I wake up with a fright
I turn on my night light
I learn to close my eyes again
This time
I wake up in the morning light
Try to feel just alright
Don't feel nothing else yet

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