Songs I Write

A Couple Texts

Message:
Well, guess what, I like that.
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Wrote a dozen love songs
Didn't think they were about you
Loathing you since we were small
Heaven knows I think about the two
The two of us when once two was enough

Summer may have conquered
But winter was most dangerous
You cooked up in ice, it bothered
Me so much, I had to run from us
And I didn't stop, so stuck in my bubble of distrust

I hope you know that I regret all those days before
Wasted thinking my love was such a shame, it's such a shame though
We could have been so much more
I hope you know I regret it all
Before
I hope
I still hope

Wrote a couple texts back
Maybe just a few months too late
I woke to the sound of disgust
Coming from you, but hey, I guess
I guess I understand this mess, no need to impress

You loathe me and I love you
It's a cliché move but still true
You have me and you don't know, too
Still cliché but I can't help it, no
No, this can only get worse, I don't know how to finish off this verse

I hope you know that I regret all those days before
Wasted thinking my love was such a shame, it's such a shame though
We could have been so much more
I hope you know I regret it all
Before
I hope
I still hope

Oooh
Oooh

Once a problem
Now I'm wishing it back
It was awesome
Having you was all I had
And I'm wishing it back
No matter what you do
I'm still in so deep
It's hard to continue
'Cause all the air that I breathe
Fuel my dreams
Makes me sleep
Makes me feel
But I can't think

I hope you know that I regret all those days before
Wasted thinking my love was such a shame, it's such a shame though
We could have been so much more
I hope you know I regret it all
Before
I hope
I still hope

Oooh
Oooh

So, yeah, I know that I should be walking home
But I stop by a Tesco and stare down my phone
And I wait for the text that I'll never receive
You have me coming back to nowhere, I believe

So, honey, I think that them friends were all right
I think that I like you more than I'd like
I'm hoping you read this or don't, I don't mind
I just hope you know that I won't change, not quite

And, by the way, you're not my type

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