Songs I Write

Angst

Message:
When the world's asleep and the demons awake.
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I don't like feeling like a liability
It hurts so much to the core just to watch you leave
And you don't know half the things my mind says to me
But when I'm alone I can't help but listen to it on repeat

I don't like smells of cologne unless I'm asleep
I try to look up to the sky but sunny's not for me
You said your favourite colour's orange but grey is all I see
And I laugh at everything and nothing, you say it's freaky

But I am not your identical
I have rights I believe are ethical
It's not my fault that nobody calls
If I'm alone it does not mean that I am sinister nor cynical

Ah, ah, ah, ah,
da, da, da
Ah, ah, ah, ah,
da, da, da
Ah, ah, ah, ah,
da, da, da

Looking down the battered grounds I find a broken piece of me
I left one day I stormed away into a game of hide and seek
Seeking comfort in the night and screaming through the days, I seem
I seemed to shine with you but now I'm burning, hurting, learning alright is what I'll never be

But I am not your identical
I have rights I believe are ethical
It's not my fault that nobody calls
If I'm alone it does not mean that I am sinister nor cynical

Ah, ah, ah, ah,
da, da, da
Ah, ah, ah, ah,
da, da, da
Ah, ah, ah, ah,
da, da, da
Not sinister nor cynical

You say I'm crazy
I'm just what you've made me
Come look in high quality
Look closer, honey
You say I'm psycho
Say I'm psycho, I know
'Cause my world is a cycle
Like so, trust me, I know

But I am not your identical
I have rights I believe are ethical
It's not my fault that nobody calls
If I'm alone it does not mean that I am sinister nor cynical

Ah, ah, ah, ah,
da, da, da
Ah, ah, ah, ah,
da, da, da
Ah, ah, ah, ah,
da, da, da
Ah, ah, ah, ah,
da, da, da
Ah, ah, ah, ah,
da, da, da
Ah, ah, ah, ah,
da, da, da
Ah, ah, ah, ah,
da, da, da

I don't like feeling like a liability
It hurts so much to the core just to watch them leave
And you don't know half the things everyone says to me
When I'm alone I can't help but listen to it on repeat

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