Songs I Write

Yesterday

I tried my best to put truth and experience into this one because I've been feeling so down and I wish others wouldn't have to feel like they're alone through it. You're not alone. Stay strong. Not only a message to others but also to myself.

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Am I broken or scarred?
Or did I leave myself off-guard?
Is my heart in my chest?
Or did you steal it away like the rest?

I could die in the pain that you put me through
I could drown in the tears that you stained
I could lie and be alone again
I'm alone again, like yesterday

But yesterday, I was free
Yesterday, I was still me
Today I'm, again, lonely
But yesterday, I was happy
Yesterday

Am I a crumpled up note?
Am I just a target to you to sabotage?
Was I the feelings you wrote?
Who are you behind your camouflage?

I could die in the pain that you put me through
I could drown in the tears that I cried in the rain
I could lie and be fine and ignore the error in my brain
I'm alone again, like yesterday

But yesterday, I was free
Yesterday, I was still me
Today, I'm, again, lonely
But yesterday, I was happy
Yesterday

Am I pieces of broken loves?
Am I addicted too much that I can't get enough?
Am I needy, 'cause I don't care about it?
Am I crazy? Am I broken or scarred?

I could lie and be fine and ignore the error in my brain
I'm alone again, like yesterday

But yesterday, I was free
Yesterday, I was still me
Today, I'm, again, lonely
But yesterday, I was happy
Yesterday

But yesterday, I was running through the streets
Yesterday, I still felt a part of me
Today, I'm, again, lonely, but the pain feels like home to me
But yesterday, I was happy
Yesterday

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