Its a Life To Live

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3weeks Later

3weeks...3weeks without Laila or my son that's inside of her. I don't even take my medicine anymore. I barely go to school now my mom have to watch me.

"KeWan are you going to school" my mom asked sitting on my bed I laid my head in her lap

I started crying. "I miss Laila and Adonis inside of her" I cried on her lap. "Aww my baby it's okay maybe if you took y-" I cut her off

I got angry."IM NOT TAKING THEM UNTIL LAILA COMES BACK" I yell getting up. "Don't nobody understand my love for her,I know I cheated but I learned from my mistakes. Mama can you talk to her please" I asked. "Okay sweety" she said

*LAILA*

I was at the mall with Cardell he was getting something for Dani's birthday.

"So what does normal girls like" Cardell asked. "What that suppose to mean?" I asked. "Your not normal Laila-Bug" he kissed my cheek

"Dani loves red bottoms and with dresses and purses" I told him. "Nah I'm going to build a bear" I told him and I wobbled to build a bear

When I got there I started making my bear that's when I saw a boy staring at me. He walked up to me as I was dressing my Bear

"Hello beautiful my name is Alex but I couldn't help but notice you" He smiled I blushed. "Well my name is Laila and thank you" I said. "So what are you doing in here" Alex asked. "Like everyone else building-a-bear" I told him smirk

"Beautiful got spunk" Alex made me laugh. "So I was wondering if I could get your number?" Alex asked. "Do you really want a pregnant girl number?" I asked. "Yea we could be friends" he said I have him my number that's when I heard sniffling

I turned around and seen a dude walking out. "I'm I have to go back to my brother" I told him wobbling away

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When I got back home I ate Ice cream, pickles and penut butter. that's when there was a knock I opened the door to a crying Killa.

"What's wrong Killa?" I asked. "I was at the mall and I saw you...I saw you with that dude" he said with tears pouring down. "Killa We are Br-" he cut me off. "Laila your still mines,It took everythin in me not to kill him." He was sobbing I could tell he hasn't been taking his meds

I heard foot steps so I knew it was Ken. "Laila we were meant for each other, that's why we were together. that's why I got you pregnant" He blurted out. "NIGGA YOU WHAT?" Ken walked up

"Killa you have to go" I told him. "Laila you back with this crazy nigga" Ken asked. "No" I told him. "I'm not crazy" Killa said. "Man Killa you need to get off of Our land before you get hurt" Kendell said walking up

"Nigga I ain't scared" Killa said,they were in each other faces I started crying

"Killa PLEASE" I yelled. "Killa if you love me like you said you would leave" I begged him. "Fine Laila" he kissed my stomache then my cheek. "Love you baby girl" he whispered in my ear

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Next Day

Today was my baby shower I had on a royal blue low high dress with black sandals and my hair was curly. I had a white chair,

"Ok I would like to thank everyone that's here,Adonis and I are so happy" I smiled as I rubbed my stomache. "DELLY" I yelled he came over. "Huh Laila-Bug" he asked. "I'm hungry" I smiled

He smiled "I got you" he said then Daddy walked up he put the gifts down. "Grandson you have a weird mommy" he talked to my belly

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"GIFTS" Lynn yelled I smiled

"From godmommy Lynn-A diaper bag with little baby stuff" I smiled and hugged her

"From god daddy Q-A baby bing bag" I smiled at him

"From uncle Junior oh LAWD he got Adonis a chain and a pimp ring" I looked at him

Junior smiled. "He gonna be a pimp"

"From uncle Trent a scroller with rims and a stero" I looked at him

"Aye my nephew need to be in style" he said

"From uncle Bubby,Delly and TTDani some outfits and shoes.thank yall" i smiled

"From grandpa Diable' a bank account with mommy and Matching shirts" I looked at him

"We gonna go fishing we need them" Daddy said. "No daddy" I tell him

I went through more gifts that's when Killa and Ms. Condova came in they bought me the gifts.

"From Grammy a car seat and outfits aww thanks" I smiled at her. "Your welcome" she smiled

I sighed and picked up all of Killa gifts. "From Daddy Jordan jumpsuits and Jordan shoes." I didn't even look at him

"Ok everyone can eat or leave" Lynn says. I looked at a picture of my mom and whispered. "You are Grammy too" I kissed it and put it in my purse.

Killa pulled a chair next to me and started rubbing my belly he must of known I was tensed.

"What do you want Killa?" I asked. "I want your forgiveness." he says I rolled my eyes that's when Adonis started kicking. "He missed hearing daddy's voice" he looked up at me

That's when Q, Trent and Junior came up holding different bouquet of flowers each had a word

Junior-I

Trent-Miss

Q-You

"Laila it's about to be a month without you and I can't deal,I haven't taken any medicine since you left. I cry everyday to my mom or the boys. You and Adonis are my life,Im sorry Lai it was a mistake give me a second chance" Her begged me crying

"Please Laila he's a mess,he even got the house stinking,my baby have some good in him" Ms Condova said

I looked into Killa's eyes I could tell he meant it. "KeWan if I give you another chance with you won't mess it up?" I asked, he got on his knees. "Yes baby I promise" he said then slipped a ring on my finger. "Promise" he said

"Okay Killa" I tell him he nearly tackled me,he hugged me then kissed me

"Awwww" all of the ladies smiled. "I missed y'all so much, I love you" he kissed me biting my lip I let him in our tongues danced

"Aye stop that nasty mess" we pulled away and I seen

"AUBELO AND ABUELA" I SQUEALED

*KILLA*

2weeks later

Laila is officially 9months, I'm about to go to school and she is Laying in my bed.

"Lai I'm about to go" I tell her. "Before you leave can you rub my feet" she smiled I massaged them cause And rubbed her belly to put her to sleep

"I'm gone Love y'all" I kissed her belly and her.

(What he didn't know was that she was about to go into labor in 2hours)

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Afterschool I had football practice, as we were practicing my phone kept going off.

"Who blowing up your phone?" Trent asked. "Probably my mom" I said as I we went on the field.

Lynn ran on the field. "KILLA..KILLA" she yelled. "What girl " I said. "L-Laila" she says out if breath

"LAILA'S IN LABOR" she yelled I nearly passed out. "WHAT" all of the team yelled