Chapter 44

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Shawn POV

Why the hell did I kiss her. Alex can not know about this at least not now.

"Where are you Alex??" I asked to myself. 

I drive to Alex's house and walk to the front door and knock.

"Shawn???" Alex's mom said opening the door.

"Yeah I know I'm the last person that you want to see right now but I can't find Alex and I was wondering if you hanve an idea where she could have go" I said

"What do you mean with you can't find her?!?!?" She asked me worry

"We were at school then she git kick out soccer and she went home early" I said

"Why did she got kick out of soccer?!?!" She asked me

"Well....... It's a long story but she feels like id she has betray her father" I said

"Tha lake" She said

"What??" I asked

"The lake that's where they used to go almost  every single day" She said

"What lake??" I asked

"The "Never leave" lake like a mile away from here" She said

"Thank you" I said

"And Shawn please text me when you find her " She said and I nod.

I jump in my jeep and drive to the lake.

Alex POV

Shawn and Aaliyah has been texting me and calling me but I have ignore them.

" I'm sorry"I whisper over and over. 

All of the sudden I feel strong arm around me I knew who it was but just seeing the lake and remember what my dad told me and I told him at the hospital

Flash back.      (Lake)

"Alex darling" My father said

"Yeah" I said

"Mommy told me that you broke a promise" he said

"Oops" I said smiling

"Alex you can't broke a promise if you promise something you have to let that happen" He said

"And don't make promises that you can't make those things happen" he said

"Ok my first promise........ I promise I won't say any other promises of I can't make them happen" I said and he hug.

"Promise me you won't leave me" I said

"I promise" He said 

End of flashback

Flashback.          (Hospital)

"Alex..... I'm so proud of you, you won in soccer" he said laying in a hospital bed fighting for his life

"Please... Don't leave me you promise me you won't leave me" I said as tears start going down my face

" I'm always going to be next to you Alex in your happiest moments in and in your sadest been there for you like I promise" He said

"Alex promise me you won't give up in soccer" he said taking my hand.

"I promise and I want you to be with me to see that I will never give up" I said as he wipes my tears away

" I'm always going to be there in every single game, in every single graduation no matter what" he said

"I promise you I will never give up never" I said as more tears start going down my face.

The machine next to my father's bed start to beep letting know that his heart has stop.

"I promise......" I said as I hug him and cry.

"I promise" I whisper

End of flashback

I close my eyes and letting my tears fall.

"Why Alex you didn't have to" Shawn said

"Hockey is your everything Shawn" I said

"But I hate seeing you like this" Shawn said

"I betray him Shawn I promise him something and I broke it" I said

"Alex this is my fault I shouldn't have done that" Shawn said

"Is not your fault is mine I promise something that I couldn't make that happen" I said remembering me and my father playing here.

"He is proud of you Alex" Shawn said

"He didn't like liars" I said

I close my eyes and I fall asleep.

Shawn POV

She fall asleep I carry her to the passenger seat taking her to my house.  I text her mom letting her know I found her.

"I broke my promise" I whisper kissing her cheek

I drive to my house and I took her to my room laying her down in my bed.
I lay down next to her and hug her tight.

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A/n

I was crying while writing this is short but is really sad. 😥😥😥😥

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