Me Myself and My Thoughts

17.

"And all it took was a few words on a screen, to make me see you again, to make one million memories come flooding back into my mind. I hate you, I thought I hated you, I want to hate you...  The two years I hadn't talked to you felt like two days as we talked for hours just as we had any time before.  But things are different now, we're different now... I don't regret my time with you for it made me who I am today but I do but I do wish that things had happened differently with us. I wish we had said goodbye the first time so that we wouldn't be hashing up old feelings that I no longer hold for you as you do me. You will always be my first love, no one can change that. But he made me believe in love all over again and nothing will ever top that."