The Other Side

I wish i was dead

Though i know that in todays life we have a lot of such apps through which we can chat or talk to one we don't even know.  But as i told you he was a typical ✌ science student he used none . I was totally down and thought that my first love would never be mine . Now when i had passed out of school i had to just concentrate on my boards as they were approaching.  I felt sad all tje time all the day . I just felt to just get out of this world . I used to think of ideas how could i approach varun but it was my bad . However boards came and went i was finally a passed out  . The 12th result came after few months  . I got 89 % i was happy . When my friends called me and told that i had to go and collect the certificates i thought rhat tomorrow is a working day and i can see him  but i think luck was majour andd a gross part.  That day was full of hope but not full of wishes that come true . Anyways i had made an habbit to not see him . Now i had passed my school and was time to entre a new phase . The phase of college . I gave many entrance exams  and i also scored gud i all but i had earlier , heard of  special education the education to teach special children . I am now  admitted in a college and doing this special teaching course . Today i was very tired and came back home from college . Then i had rest . In evening i heard my father talking about someone who had recently shifted to house no . 11 just 1 floor down . Though i wasn't interested and went back to my work  and today's  day was finished