Daryl fanfic/imagine

Parts 23-51

You sat down on a log of wood and waited by the fire pit that was near the RV. Daryl hasn't been in there for long but you were worried. Sophia was dead this whole time and the group have risked their lives for her. You thought about how you treated Carol that day..

"hey" Lori sat next to you "where going to start burying the bodies of the loved ones, Hershels wife and son and..." she says softly, you look down, bite your lip and nod. Lori turns her face to the RV "is he in there?" you nod again "they've gotten close" she says, you get a bit upset, you raise your head "yeah I know" you say with attitude "are you okay?" "yeah im fine, what?" you get up and walk away

You hear the door of the RV close, you turn around to see Daryl coming out of it but you turn back and continue to walk.

"Y/N!" he called you but you still kept on walking. He runs over to you and stands in front of you "Y/N" "what?" you say youre trying to hold back your tears "I told you not to cry..." "Im sorry.." "for what?" "I told you that she might be dead" he kept quiet but cupped your chin with his hand as your tears started to flow "I was terrible to Carol and I feel bad for siding with Shane, just like you said I was doing" "don't say that" he wiped the tears with his thumb "I love you no matter what, I do"

I HAD WRITERS BLOCK SO I HAD TO SKIP
*The group was debating whether or not Randall should be killed or held prisoner, in the Hershel Household*
"I don't think it's a smart idea to just let him stay here! He's going to be a burden to us!"
Shane shouts
"So you're thinking about killing him?" Rick asks
"We could hold him in the shed and have someone on watch, someone could take shifts one him." "Lori come on" Shane answers back
"We can't let him go and we can't hold him prisoner, there is only one option left"
"Y/N... Daryl... you haven't said anything yet" Rick says to you "I... I don't know what to say. I'm not going to agree with Shane on killing him...at all, but I know that we can't just let him go" you say, you turn to Daryl to hear his opinion
He doesn't say anything "Daryl" you whisper
He grunts "we'll have a vote, who wants to keep him" Rick says to the group
You raise your hand along with the women and Dale but it was split and Daryl was the deciding vote
"Daryl your going to have to decide this"
He grunts "I'm not even part of this group anymore"
"Why would you say that?" You whisper to him. After he had come back from his trip alone, where he got hurt and lost that horse, he was not really the same and he never told you what exactly had happened to him that day and you were very concerned
"This group is broken"

"Daryl, what was that about in there?"
You follow him outside after the meeting was over
"Did something happen?" You ask
"I'm going to set up camp somewhere, you can come with me if you want but I know I'm not staying here anymore"
"Why not? Just answer my damn questions!" You snap at him
He keeps on walking to the mini campsite shared with the group, he starts to pack up some of his stuff "Daryl would you just..." you grab his shoulder but he shrugs it off and turns to you "I can't be here with people who think that I'm just some redneck, like I'm nothing! I'm not going to get used by em" "I don't know what the hell you're talking about but..." he comes closer to you and starts to whisper "I know that this group has got me far, but I'm nothing to them, they don't care about what I've done for them. So this decision... what were going to do with or to Randall is not my problem, I'll do whatever they ask but I'm not going to decide"
"But tell me what you think we should do" you hold onto his arm
"I think..." he turns around and picks some of his clothes and puts it into his bag "it's best if we just end it now" he says coldly
"What?" You move in front of him to see his face, you want to make sure of what he meant "just kill him" he looks down as he says
"You don't mean it" "it would be better, for the group... for us" he says softly, he finally looks up at you and tries to kiss you on your cheek but you reject it "no! Don't say that! He could be innocent, we can't just start killing people because we don't know what todo with them! Is this what we have come to?" You walk off
"Y/N!" He shouts back but you walk away to the house