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i knew he didn't love me anymore.
i was afraid to tell him i missed him as i was afraid i wouldn't hear it back.
i was afraid to look through his phone because i know i'd just see her phone calls and her messages.
"jisoo, she's just my assistant."
"jisoo, why are you so insecure? i'm with you, aren't i?"
"jisoo, you're being childish."
jisoo, why did you believe his lies in the first place? jisoo, why do you not know how to speak for yourself? jisoo, why are you so afraid of falling out of love with a man who no longer loves you?
maybe indeed, i was too childish.
maybe i wasn't interesting or intelligent enough for him.
maybe i was only good at having a nice face and being my mother's rag doll.
maybe he knew that what we had wasn't love anymore.
and although, i'm trying- i'm trying so hard to keep it together to keep us together, i can't help but feel lonely.
sure, he's with me.
but he's not really with me.
it doesn't matter.
at the end of the day, one thing is for sure.
kim doyoung has fallen out of love with me.
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against all odds | nyt - kjs
Fanfictionkim jisoo's life was as perfect as it could get. but maybe 'perfect' doesn't exist and when jisoo begins to realize it, maybe jisoo had never wanted 'perfect'. and maybe, just maybe, a certain boy named nakamoto yuta comes along and changes it all...
