I CHOOSE YOU (Completed)

chapter 11

I open the door, not even a hello, Sofia started shouting at me, she was furious she was angry and clearly she was hurt

S- what's wrong with you? were have you been? Why don't you text me or call me? What's wrong with you? are you leaving me?

V- calm down, am just giving you your space, i don't want to bother you

S- you don't bother me

V- are you going to enter or you'll keep shouting at me from the door?

She got in still full of rage and she kept asking

S- are you leaving me?

I was swiped away by the question and having that usual silly dumb smiling for no apparent reason look that Sofia know well by now didnt stop her from asking again

S- are you leaving? Stop laughing at me. Are you leaving me? She said as she bursted into tears.

At that point i couldn't keep my calm anymore. I started having that bitchy grumpy queen face and i was ready to erupt. I didn't understand why she was so mad at me, last time we talked she made it clear she only saw me as a friend and she loved her fiance and she'll marry him sooner than later.

V- can you stop shouting first of all? Plus what IS your problem? Why are you acting like i did something wrong? And what is this question am i leaving you? AM I LEAVING YOU SOFIA?!  I am not even with you, you are straight remember? You have a fiance that you're marrying soon. What do you want from me?

I think Sofia was surprised by my harsh reaction, she found her way to the sofa whipped her tears off and said

-i know all of that okay!  I just don't know why i don't want you to leave me.

What she said went right to my heart, i couldn't be mean to her anymore so i slammed the door as if i am channelling my anger away and i sat next to her in the sofa and whispered

- i am not going anywhere, i'll be right where you want me to be. Just tell me what you want.

She looked at me still whipping the tears coming out of her deep dreamy now sad eyes and asked

- would you do anything i want really?

-absolutely anything, just don't be sad, stop crying am here and am sorry.

We looked into each other's eyes as if we were seeing beyond that, into each other's soul. A minute or more passed Sofia leaned towards me, she rested her head on my shoulder with her breath burning my neck and she whispered into my ear

-take me to the bedroom.

I was shocked, i wasn't sure what i heard was true or the intense moment was affecting my imagination again, i couldn't even breath for a moment, Sofia then put her arm around me and hugged me as if she wanted to imprison my body and she whispered again, she whispered in a shaking voice ready to burst into a waterfall of tears

- please, you said you'd do anything. Just close your eyes and forget all the reasons why, forget who we are and what is life today just let me be with you now, please i want to be with you.

I really didn't need any persuasion from her, i played this scene in my head over and over since i first saw this girl, only i was the one saying please. Sofia didn't wait long for my reply, she stood up, held my hand and led me into the bedroom. I was still paralyzed by what i was hearing i just kept looking at her in disbelief and i just gave in to her and let her take me anywhere she wanted to go.

Into the bedroom Sofia shut the door close, deemed the light and ordered me to sit on the bed. I followed her instruction and sat quietly. This beautiful gorgeous heavenly creature that was the woman of my dreams started taking off her clothes... that's when i jumped off the bed  and hugged her asking her to stop as i held her face into my palms i asked

- are you sure?

-i want you

-i want you too but not like this

I helped her to the bed and went out, moments after i came back in with two glasses of wine (i knew she loved wine, i was a beer girl still) i then sat next to her held her in my arms, looked into her eyes and, i was playing with her hair when she took a sip of her drink and murmured

- are you trying to make me change my mind? I thought you wanted me!

- i crave you

-so..?

- i don't want you to be sad if we do this

-i am never sad with you, am only sad when you let me go.

I looked at her like i was making sure she was really there, smilar to that night back in Bangkok, like this was too perfect to be my actual reality with her...

I pulled her face closer and gently kissed her forehead down to her eye to her nose to her cheek to her neck to her lips.... i was kissing her like it was my first time, like i never kissed before, i was tasting her lips and tongue, i was swallowing her like she was my favorite drink and every time i pull away i could hear Sofia moaning ""don't go". my hands were running through her body like they were running through water smooth and soft and playful, i was caressing her breasts one time, pulling her ass closer an other time, until she got on top of me... we sat like that for a moment looking at each other until a tear dropped from Sofia's eye then she smiled... (have mercy with my heart girl) she leaned down to hug me and said

-i hate you

As i started pulling her shirt up i said

- hate me more, hate me forever...

She wasn't wearing a bra, the second the shirt was all the way up i looked down to her breasts and touched them gently and went on sucking each of her nipples as if i was thirsty and that was the only source or water i have, she was moaning on top of me making me eager m to touch her she sounded like her soul was being sucked out of her breasts and heaven that was hot. With my mouth full of her nipple my hands were discovering her body from the back of her neck all the way down to her butt cheeks under her skirt. I was smacking her softly rhyming with her moaning and screams, i was spreading her cheeks wider and wider until my fingers found their way in between...
I removed her skirt completely and all i could say to her was

- i want to see you

- take it off

I laid her down on her back, kissed her breasts smothered her body played my tongue around her pierced belly button as my hands where getting her penties off.
I sat between her legs looking down at the gate of heaven, Sofia's pussy, i passed my fingers through it like walking through a maze before i kissed her and whispered to her

- now, i hate you more

And she replied

- hate me more and more

I rested my head between Sofia's thighs, going up and down, kissing her pussy caressing it with my fingers and sucking it harder and harder every time she tries to pull away from me. Then i heard her saying

-i want you inside of me

On that moment as i became one with her, i heard an 'ah' that felt like life was getting back into her body, we were on top of each other kissing, touching, sucking, licking, fingering and fucking for the rest of the day and night. We owned the time, it was ours. We forgot the life we had outside of that room.