This is just a book I'm making because I feel lonely and kind of want people to get to know me a bit.
Set as Mature because I have one diddly doozer of a pottymouth.
I don't exactly want to post this to the public yet, but seeing as I've been "dead" for some time now, I think it's time I announce that I'm still alive and (somewhat) well.
I might accidentally put personal information in this chapter (and this book), so if you see any of that try not to use it to your own advantage.
So hello, I guess! :) Nice to say I'm making attempts to hold multiple accounts successfully, since I want to keep this account active despite it not being my main. I created this account at first to anonymously write Mature stories that contained more than just a teen with a potty-mouth.
Of course, it's not anonymous anymore because my main account's name is in my Bio. It was never anonymous in the first place because my Bio has always had all of my account's names. (This is the second account of five, three of which I've lost due to forgotten passwords and unavailable emails)
^^ To be blunt, I'm just a "young lady" (not at all) struggling to find a good day where I'll be able to let go of all of the stress and self-hatred I've been holding in. A simple sixteen-year old (at the time of writing [2017]) girl who happens to be very selective of who I hang around with.
You can call me picky. Or over-cautious. To be honest, I'm a bit of both when it comes to people. I'm like a cat; I choose my humans and those chosen are my humans until they no longer can be.
Even though I'm just a tiny ball of stress, I try my best to help others if I see them in stressful situations as well. (Guess what, I'm not all that good at it. But at least I try to help!)
Example of how I'm bad at helping people:
As said before, I'm kind of selective of who I talk with most of the time. This leads to an awkward comforting where I'll just offer a shoulder to lean on as you cry your heart out. I can be gone a while right in the middle of an online conversation, and when I see how long ago the conversation was I'm too ashamed to continue to comfort. (This happened just today. I got out of the shower I was taking to check on a conversation I was in and the last reply was almost 50 minutes ago. F**k.)
So basically, I'm introverted and anti-social, but I'm really just a sweetheart hidden under a few coats of cowardliness and potty-mouth.
Welcome to this book, which I'll hopefully use to let you know what exactly is going on in my life. I also plan to use this to ask for opinions on what to do for any books I may create. (Which I've decided I will post stories to the public only once I have completely finished it)
What's more likely, though, will be me sitting behind the computer with a giggling face as I type something up in a chapter that I might regret later.
We'll see.~
For now, have a picture and a small bit of other info.
Oops! Această imagine nu respectă Ghidul de Conținut. Pentru a continua publicarea, te rugăm să înlături imaginea sau să încarci o altă imagine.
A picture of me taken literally just now for this chapter, because of course it makes sense to be afraid of talking to people in real life but having the courage to post my physical appearance online.
Featuring one of my family's kittens, Cricket.
Info That I Can Think Of:
Favorites
Game(s): Slime Rancher (it's taken over my life oh my god such a cute game), Pokémon (literally any Pokémon game), Minecraft, Mystic Messenger (Jaehee & Yoosung are my personal favorites), Sylestia (an online game), Spyro the Dragon (both the Original Trilogy and the LoS) Music Genre: According to what the Radio calls it, Hard Alternative Rock & Heavy Metal (but I like all other music genres too) Musical Artists: I would say Breaking Benjamin and Three Days Grace but I'm not even at that point for them. I'm always just at the point where I enjoy the music I've heard from the artist, but can't quite call myself a fan of said artist yet. Shows: Lol what even is TV? I just watch clips of shows I wish I could watch (unfortunately they're rarely ever on Netflix) Movies: Literally anything in the Family Genre. Specifically The Iron Giant, Lilo and Stitch, and Home on the Range (an unpopular Disney movie)
*will write other things down when I can think of them*
