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Sleep evades again and I scribe furiously to keep the demons at bay
    Focus on tales far away
Music I can drift away to
   
    Yet the pain comes
I write it out until the pain stills my aching hand once again

    At last I sleep
The world - for a brief moment - is quiet, peaceful. Almost happy
    Candles flicker across my dreaming eyes
Signalling the end, I clench my jaw to stop my cries
    Refusal dies in my throat and I shoot up from my bed

    I'm suffocating again
Drowning on regrets and desires for my pillow around my head, I swallow the pill

Again, I'm ready for the day.

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