Hate me.
Look at me and feel the rage poison your icy veins.
When you hear my name, I want you to think of everything you want to do to me~ every way you want to make me scream.
Drink the wine, become drunk with the thoughts of my downfall, my demise.
Hate me.
Let your hatred for me consume your every thought, let me devour you.
I want you to hate me, I want you to look at me and feel Disgust's fingers travel down your spine.
Kill me with your mind, baby,
Kill me with every inch of your being.
Rip my heart out and feast on my blood,
Smile when the light leaves my eyes.
I want you to hate me.
Child, I want you to hate me.
Hate me.
Hate me with everything you fucking have.
Throw your life away, into your bloody hole of hatred.
Let my voice haunt you, let it drive you insane.
Allow the sight of me to awaken your monsters, let it cause you to shake.
Let my eyes stop your heart.
Hate me.
Don't let my tears fool you, I want this.
I want you to hate me, I want you to hit me,
Beat me, beat the love out of my smile.
I don't want you to tell me that you love me,
Tell me just how much you hate me, how much you wish I would just die.
Lie to me, tell me that it will be over soon.
Allow your voice to slip into my ears, allow it to squeeze my heart just like your hand around my brittle neck.
Smile when I can't breathe, when I desperately claw at your snake like fingers, when I struggle to keep my head up and my eyes open.
Allow your judgment to seep through your eyes, allow it to drown me.
Sweety, I want your demons to take over, I want them to fog your sight.
Become addicted to the sight of my bruises, my tears, my fear.
Tell me that I'm a fallen angel and you are my god. Carve my halo into my horns.
Burn my wings until they're nothing but the smoke that surrounds me.
Make me into the demon I'm destined to become.
Shake hands with Fate with one hand, and use your other hand to hold me down.
Hate me.
Kill me.
Send me to hell,
Hand me to the Devil.
Give me the strength I need to survive.
So... I'm back? I'm not really sure, I've just been writing a lot lately and I thought this would help me get through some things. ❤
