SOMEWHERE IN SOUTH AFRICA, #WATTYS2017

*🔔chapter3🔔*

Hmmm,she left you on the floor crying but I went to her room ,I made her sit down and I talked to her when I was done I put you in her arms and wrapped her arms around you ,but I never failed to check up on you when I left because I knew she was capable of doing anything ,I knew she could just leave you on the streets ,after a while I started seeing this man with her by that time you were already five years old ,he

came regularly to your mums house ,and she was getting her life back together again,then he suddenly changed he began to punch and hit,he beats her everyday ,he would go out and came back drunk ,he started repeating her past ,he started

molesting her ,he often raped her,then her life was shattered again just when she taught it was better it became worst for her ,her face was always swollen,when I asked her why she allowed him into the house after what happened to her ,she said she taught he was different in a way at

least  somehow ,but she just realized all men are the same ,she said she just wanted to be happy again and really I don't blame her could you believe it was almost a year since your mum had smiled ,she was depressed ,she had bipolar and couldn't

cope with her life anymore,the man who repeated her past refused to leave her,he used to break into her house at midnight and abuse her "there was no fear in the abuser but only the person been abused" it was a Sunday morning where you could hear voices and praises being ushered unto

the Lord in gratitude for another day ,that was the day she left I searched everywhere and I realized she was gone ,she had ran away leaving you with that guy I think his name was khatuna ,I heard her shout his name out of fear several times ,yes mam I remembered she left me alone in the dark with no letter not even a goodbye ,but she left a part of her life in me "I said" that was when the mam asked if ave been abused in anyway ,I said no ,I lied , not because it

wasn't true but because I was scared ,I was just six years old I couldn't have known better ,he abused me in different ways I had to move into mams house with the excuse that I miss my mother and it makes me scared she believed me ,she was a

caring woman and the strongest woman I have ever met khatuna saw that she was protecting me in several ways ,he took her life ,because he could ,because he had no one to stop ,he had no one to tell him what he was doing was wrong ,we were in her parlour singing our national anthem "nkosi sikelei iafrika
maluphakanyisw ,uphondo ,iwayo (Lord bless Africa rise high her glory) that was when the man who I refer to as beast stabbed mam!!!