Silent Thoughts

Dark Imagination

I often imagine
How I would end my life
If the time comes!

I have a blade
I would cut my left wrist
Sit against the wall
And let the blood flow freely,

And maybe I would be crying
And I would call him
To listen his voice for the last time
To say him "I love you"
for the last time!
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I don't know why but
I have this gut feeling that
Whenever I would die
It would be by myself
It's a feeling I have for a long time!!