Note; In this he doesn't have the "Shawn Mendes ep" out yet but handwritten and illuminate are out and the ep isn't going to be called the Shawn Mendes ep in this
*Shawn's Pov*
I sit in the studio with Andrew, John and my band a few writers trying to come up with a new song.
I wanna go back, forgot that it's over painted in black. When you left me alone I never knew she was sleeping next door with the kid I grew up with.
Everyone stops what they are doing and turn and watches me so I keep going
And I can't go back to her anymore, noYou tell me you were happier with him, you want me to stay
And you tell me that you needed time but you pushed me away
And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks
No, I can't lift the weightOne of the writers belts out; Put you in the past,
Try to forget you 'cause it's over
And every time you ask
I'll pretend I'm okay
You're inside my head
In the middle of the night
When I don't feel right
I dream I can hold you,
And I can't go back to you anymore, yeah, yeahI go You tell me you were happier with him, you want me to stay
And you tell me that you needed time but you pushed me away
And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks
But I can't lift the weight, and I can't lift the weightAnd I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight
Yeah, you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaks
And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight
Yeah, you stand on my shoulders and my heart just breaksGeoff joins; And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight
Yeah, you lower your standards and I raise the stakes
And I can't lift the weight, no, I can't lift the weight
I continue;
You tell me you were happier with him, but you want me to stay
And you tell me that you needed time but you, you pushed me away
And when you try to take me back, my heavy heart just breaks
But I can't lift the weight, and I can't lift the weightYou tell me you were happier with him, but you want me to stay
You told me that you needed time but you, you pushed me away
And when you try to take me back, you say someday you will change,
But I don't wanna waitWell looks like we have a song boys one down 3 to go
*Riley's Pov*
I sit at home waiting for Shawn to call, he said he would be able to hang after 3pm and it's passed 3, it's currently 4:30 and I haven't heard anything yet. He normally calls if he's running late, but still nothing.
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