Unstable state of mind

The stars and moon

I really adore the darkness of night
Where we could witness the sky is bathed with stars,
Feeding us the best view with the calmness evokes to our mind and soul

Or
Is it only me?

Life has been so harsh when i decided to throw my thoughts in the form of appreciating the stars and moon hanging beautifully on the sky

I couldnt express myself too much; my anger my frustation my sadness and my sorrowness to others,
My lips become sealed
The burden of telling my problems to others seems too heavy for me

I decided to let it burn inside, while
Looking at the skies at night
With a bitter smile and little pain in the chest

God, if the darkness of the night can let us witness the beautiful presence of stars and moon in the sky,

Is this means the darkness of my life's journey actually has its beautiful meaning behind it?