'Jacob....Ummm'I started to say. 'What is it?'He replied. 'I really like you'I mumbled.He made a weird face. 'Well I don't...Don't talk to me again..You was just a distraction anyway'He replied coldly as he opened the door for me to leave replying with 'Oh...And Don't slam my door'He winked as I walked out the house.
I woke up breathing heavily , crying and covered in sweat.Another dream about Jacob not feeling the same way I feel towards him.
Me and Jacob met in kindergarten.I was always picked on for my accent and my long hair.They would always pull my hair.One day during school when we were all 'supposed' to be playing ,I was sitting in a corner because no one wanted to share with me.Jacob came up to me and offered to play with me.After being hesitant at first I finally gave in. We always were around each other.We were basically irresistible.If you saw one ,you saw the other.After that day we promised to stick by each other's side.
One day during 5th grade summer ,I had went over to Jacobs house and I didn't see any cars.The lights were off and everything so I checked back the next day and next day then I thought they could've went somewhere for the summer.
But then 6th grade came around and 7th and 8th.Still no sign and I haven't heard from him.But I've been hearing rumors about him coming back.I don't think I'm ready to see him right now.I have so many questions and stuff I wanna share.
Ever since he left I've been having these dreams well more like nightmares.I didn't realize how much i needed him until he was gone.
'Ella get up baby!'My ma called.'I'm up..I'm up'I called back.
I got up and went in the bathroom to do my hygiene ..After I did that ,I put on my light blue hoodie with some black leggings and some black nikes.I put on my necklace and bracelet my dad gave me and a choker.I did my hair in two French braids.After finally getting dressed I go downstairs to eat breakfast.
'Ma I'm leaving'I called after finishing breakfast.I went outside to wait on my bus.The bus pulled up about 5 minutes later.I got on the bus and sat at the back with Solana.Solana's my bestfriend ,well my sister.I forgot to mention she's been there after Jacob left.We would both get picked on for having lots of hair.She would also get picked on for wearing a hijab and people would try to pull it off.
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She's like my twin sister even though we look nothing alike.We have so much in common.We have the same taste in music.We both want to be in the music business.We are both goofy.We just us.
'You ready for high school'Solana said knocking me out my thoughts.'Not really.'I said bluntly.'Why?Cause Jacob's coming back.'She teased me.I cut her a look and hit her softly.
