Izaya's poem:
Scared.
Alone.
Insane.
But Isn't happiness what matters?
If so why am I in the wrong?
Why do you hate me?
Why do you call my name in vain?
Why do You chase my back?
This is what Made me insane.
Yet, I find what I need.
Attention.
Its better than anything I have ever seen.
Scared.
Alone.
Insane.
One was replaced. Alone, That turned Into Feelings That could never be traced.
Armored hearts Exist.
They too exist.
They are human.
And they love as well.
They just can't let Anyone see this,
A heart, Full of broken peices.
That heart Cannot be opened, for this reason.
It justifies well.
They seem complete and strong, But they are only guarding what is broken.
Accepts Darkness
Unreadable
Heartless.
Is that even me?🤣
Izaya's Brain twords Love: Not AGAIN!..
Izaya's Heart: So Intrestingly...Diffrent...A monster...That is human...And Insane too...I like this.
poem:
Monster.
Dumb Monster.
Evil monster.
Angry monster.
Is that all I am to you?
Izaya.
Why must You torture me so.
I've heard so many versions of that word.
From so many people.
From you it hurts th me most.
Because You are the only person Who dared to get close.
I needed you.
I loathed you.
But the one thing I can't pinpoint...
What do you want with me?
If I'm a monster...
Why are you always there when I walk up to you.
Run away.
Run away.
The monster has many feelings...
But anger Is the only one he can convey.
Monster.
Dumb Monster.
Evil Monster.
But I see that you no longer just call me a monster.
You call me shizu-chan.
Tell Me, Is this the only endearment you can convey?
Or perhaps, The only name you can call me without yeilding me pain.
Ah,...You joke.
Your jokes Are what you convey.
But what you mean is that the jokes are no lie, and you say the oppisite.
Monster.
So now when u call me a monster, I smile.
Because this time I simply heard:
(U are a monster shizu-chan.)
"I love it when you go crazy, babe."
I could have swoor thats what he said.
I learned about the monster language, In My love's head,
By simply listening to, not hearing, what he had said.
Shizuo's Mind:
*Simple but not the way u think it is.*
WTF KINDA ANGER IS THIS??!!WAT IS IT!?
Shizuo's Heart: Me?! I love Izaya This is so confusing! What the hell should I do?!
YOU ARE READING
SHIZU-logic. (Shizaya)*completed*
Fanfiction"Shizu-chan, I think your crazier then me." "Shut it flea, I Don't have a mental illness." "I'd give anything to find out what's going on in your brain." "I Don't have what you have." "But what if you have something else?" He turned to me, A stern l...
