Lockheart Series 5- His Heartbreak

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PINAGMAMASDAN nya ang papalayong bulto ni Josh, sa totoo lang ay gustong gusto nya na itong sundan. Pero iniisip nya na kahit sundan naman nya ito ay hindi nya rin alam kung ano ba ang sasabihin? O kung ano ba ang tamang salita na pwede nyang sabihin dito?

"You want to talk to him?" he looked at her husband who's standing beside her. "follow him hon, It's ok with me."

But, instead of doing what he said, she went to his side and hugged him. "Please let us not talked about it."

"Ok, if you say so."

Ipinag papasalamat nya na naiintindihan sya ng asawa.

"Are you ok?" she felt his hand wrapped around her waist from the back. He kissed her cheeks and rested his head on her shoulder.

"Yeah, si Zena tulog na?"

"Hmm-mm. She's already snoring." He chuckled and hug her tighter. "Are you ok?"

"Yeah." She sighs.

"That's not what I feel." Hinawakan nito ang kanyang magkabilang balikat. "Hon, look at me."

"Hmm."

"You want to talk about it?" iginiya sya nito pa-upo sa kama. "I am willing to listen. Kanina ko pa napapansin sa ospital na hindi ka ok at ayokong matulog tayo na mabigat parin yang pakiramdam mo. So please, tell me."

She sigh again. "I'm ok. I was just shocked. I never thought I will see him this soon."

"Do you feel hurt?"

"Honestly, no!" nakita nya ang pagginhawa ng mukha ng kanyang asawa. "And I find it weird."

"Dahil?"

"Akala ko kasi iiyak ako ulit pag nakita ko sya. I mean, you know how much I used to love him. at kung gaano kalalim yung sugat na iniwan non dito." she touched her chest. "I thought there is no way I will be healed. Pero kanina, naramdaman ko wala na talaga."

"Even a little?"

"Yeah. All I felt was- pity."

"Awa nalang? Poor Josh."

"Hon, I'm serious." She pouted. "Masama na ba ako dahil yun nalang yung nararamdaman ko para sa kanya?"

"No of course not. You just moved on. Walang masama sa ginawa mo."

"But, I feel like one."

"Hon, listen to me. Kahit kailan hindi naging kasalanan ng tao na bumitiw sya isang bagay dahil sobra na syang nasasaktan. That's what we called courage hon. Hindi mo kasalanan na mas pinili mong kalimutan lahat ng bagay na nag pahirap sayo, hindi mo kasalanan na nakita mo ang halaga mo, at hindi mo kasalanan na mas pinahalagahan mo yon. You deserve what you have now."

"Pero pakiramdam ko nakasakit ako."

"Nasaktan ka rin naman. I saw how broken you are, but, you manage to fix yourself. You were so shattered but you make it whole again and made a better version out from those debris. Kung sa tingin mo nasasaktan sya, isipin mo nalang na mas nasaktan ka dati. Pero nagawa mong bumangon, and he should do the same." hinawakan nito ang kanyang mukha. Naramdaman nya ang pagdampi ng labi ng kanyang asawa sa kanyang noo at nagbigay iyon sa kanya ng ginhawa.

"Thank you hon. Ang swerte swerte ko sayo."

"No honey, ang SWERTE namin sayo. All of us. I never saw someone who have pure heart like you. Ang dali mong masaktan pero ang bilis mong magpatawad. Akala mo mahirap kang mahalin pero ang bilis mong magmahal. At ang sarap mong magmahal. You are the purest person I've ever met we talked about love. Ang buti ng puso mo, and that heart don't deserve to be broke. It is worth to be kept and pampered, forever."