( i hate justin.. , amber deserves better )

"hold on" she says stepping out of my room and closing the door i see her shadow under my door

"hello?"she says i hear justin yelling in the back ground

( i know its not polite to ease drop but i cant help it when it has to deal with amber , i care about her... alot....,i cant think like this she has a 'boyfriend')....

"justin!"she yells

"JUSTIN STOP YELLING AT ME"

"why does it matter?"

"your not the boss of me!!"

"no i dont have to tell you where i am"

"no im not at liams house"

...

"i-im at home"

"yea im home"

...

"what do you mean you already stopped by my house?"

"well so what im at liams house ?"

"he is my only friend!"

......

i hear justin yelling again

.....

*sniffles*

"listen you dont have to say mean things to me .and i can be friends with whoever i want and so i dont care who you want me to be friends with ,i dont care if he's not considered cool to you , he is cool to me , acculty he is way better then cool , he is always nice to me and thats something that you never are nice!"

.....

"i dont justin ... i cant comeover right now"she says slightly sad

"bye"

(finally!)

"yea ,i love you too"she replies

(ouch i dont understand why that hurts so much i mean sure i like her but she is just a friend , a best friend nothing more.... right?")

she opens the door , and stops my mental thoughts

i can see that she is crying

"im sorry.."she says

"no dont be sorry its ok"i say

she cries

"come here"i say

( what am i doing?!)

"what?"she asks

"i said come here.." i said opening my arms for a hug

she walks towards me and hugs back, she cries into my chest

( i makes me sad to see her so hurt)

she pulls away, and wipes her tears and makeup on her sleeves

" im sorry, im such a mess..." she says trying to smile

"no its fine, and you are not a mess"i say

she blushes

"you always know what to say"she says

"thanks"

....

"um so lets get started, im with your clothes..."she says

"ok "

"so lets sort your clothes one pile for what you can keep and one trash pile" she says smiling

(gosh i love her smile , it makes me wanna smile)

i start smiling

we look through my clothes ( i have alot of clothes) we spent a few hours sorting

after we finish most of my clothes end up in the trash piles

we both sigh

the keep pile only has plain jeans and plain shirts mostly t-shirts.

i look at the clock on my wall '4:45'

" so now what?"

"um , a hair cut?"

"what why?"

"cause you want to look different ,right?"she asks

"yea i do"

"plus your hair is kinda long"

"oh whatever" i say and stick out my tongue

she giggles and sticks her tongue out

"ok lets go" i say we run to the door, go in my car and head to the mall

authors note

sooo please leave comments if you like this it will help me feel better about this fanfic :)

- sandy

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