kell's pov 1

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I hate all what's happening, I hate it with my whole life especially when now,mr Jones says am gonna kiss jace,how the hell am I suppose to do that,everything is all on my head, I tried all I could to convince jace to convince mr Jones,I hope its works,through this,I ended up having high fever,thanks to jace for bringing me home from the wood.
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The next day....
I didn't enjoy my enjoy my sleep in the night, I was not comfortable, my temperature was high and I was feeling cold,I didn't get myself that night and thats one reason why I woked up late,I got down from my bed feeling weak,took my bath and got ready for school,am sure periods must have passed out,I wore a white tank top,a deep blue ripped jean with a Short jean light red kimono jacket,and on my feet was a silver footwear,I packed my hair ponytail,I took my bag and went downstairs, I saw mum watching TV
"Mum"I called to her as I went to join her
"Tell me your not going to school"mum said
"Yeah I know am not that well,but you know I just joined,I need to cope fast,I can't afford to miss classes"I said and prayed we wouldnt have mr Jones class
"Ok then,but you have to take your pills and eat"mum said,as I was done eating and took my pills,mum took me to school
"Take care mum"I said as I got down from the car and walked inside,as I walked through the corridor, it was silent, students were having class,I reached the class entrance, afraid to enter,I breathe in and out then walked in, oh darn it, mr Jones was in the class
"And we were expecting you"mr Jones said as he faced me,so as the class
"This is the 5th period and your just coming"5th period!,wow!
"Am sorry,am not feeling too well"I said palely
"Sorry dear,you can have your seat"he said as I walked to my seat and sat down
"Thanks"I appreciated, my mind wasn't at rest though
"I was thinking about replacing you with muna,but now your around kell,I guess you'd be back on point"he said, as if I got slapped in my face😧
"Now you both step out"he ordered,my heart hammered, I thought Karl would stand up but he didn't ,as he changed his mind?
"Jace kell,we're waiting"mr Jones said impatiently,we both stood up to the stage,my heart was pounding, we slowly faced each other
"Please"I pleaded quietly,i gave him a don't kiss me expression,he gently fixed his hands on my neck and moved closer to me,he was taller than me,tears began to form in my eyes,this was gonna be my first kiss with someone I don't even love😢,he bent his head closer to mine
"Please"I pleaded silently, he ignored and kissed me slowly,this time the tears dropped,I couldn't hold it any longer,he then back out
"Woah!"David said clapping,the class followed,he placed his hand on my cheeks,probably wants to clean my tears,I moved his hand away from my cheeks gently, we went back to our seat,I gently cleaned my tears,the more I kept wiping, the more its flowed
I wish I hadn't come to school."now that's one reason why rehearsal is so much beneficial, if they had rehearsed before showcasing,it would have been more informative,fun,passionate and emotional"mr Jones said smiling,the class was over,he walked out of the class,the class started departing outside,David and Davidson came up
"Wow jace,didn't know you're such a bad kisser"David said as he tapped him at his back,I was upset
"It was fresh dude,you got me all flabbergasted"Davidson said happily, I picked up My bag and quietly left the class,were they hailing him for kissing me or what,I was getting tired than I was,wasn't treyson gonna show up?,I thought as I walked to my locker,I noticed almost all eyes were on me,I was the area of concentration,I brought out my used book and kept them in my locker,then
"Kell"a voice came up, it was treyson
"Where were you?"I asked feebly
"I went for my music class"he answered
"Okay"I said,I guess I shouldn't bother,guess he didn't know about it
"I heard about it"he said calmly, news could spread so fast
"Trey please"I said
"Even without being there,I know you cried,and you look feeble"he said concernedly
"I have fever"I said lowly,tears rolled down again
"Aww,sorry bestie"he said as he placed his hands on my cheeks and wiped away the tears
"See, you have to get your mind of this kiss scene"he said as he moved his hands away from my cheeks
"I can't, am not comfortable with it"I said as I turned to move outside,he followed me
"Come on kell,its nt a real kiss"
"Treyson please says wu"I asked
"Says me,yeah great he kissed you, but he might not have feelings for you,that's if you're afraid you'd fall in love with him,since you don't want to"he said
"What if he falls"I asked as we both sat down opposite each other
"Its not an offense"he said, I wish he could understand from the start, I didn't respond,
"Well I guess no"treyson said
"Hey wassup JC"treyson greeted as he stood up and went to shake jace
"I'll catch up with you later kell"trey said as he peeked me on my forehead
"Try to be cool"he whispered into my ear and then left,jace came up sitting opposite me
"Hey"he greeted,I didn't respond
"I guess you're mad at me right"he asked,I have every right to be mad at him, who knows if he kissed me only because he wanted his score to increase
"I guess your happy about your so called score that's been increased"I said upsetly as I stood up and moved to step,when jace stood up and quietly grabbed my hand,i turned to him still holding my hands
"Increase my score?,you thought I kissed you because I wanted my score to increase?,don't you trust me?"he asked
"I dnt trust you,your not even ka,why should I?"I almost yelled as I released my hands from his
"Then what?"I asked
"...I did it because I wanted to tell you am,am,am sorry"he said downcasting his head
"Your sorry!,come on jace!, your making me regret,this is my first kiss with someone I don't even love"I didn't know when I started to cry
"am not better of than Karl or am I"he asked
"Stop comparing yourself with Karl cause he is not you,and your not him!"I yelled,i couldn't even differentiate,they both possess the same thing
"I thought you saw me as Karl Right?"he asked,i couldn't reply
"Or not anymore?"he asked again
"Or better still,what do you want?,not talking to me?"he asked,i think that better
"Yeah,at least it will get the kiss scene off my mind"I said
"You will feel alone,wouldnt you?"he asked
"Treyson is there for me"I said,i knew I was gonna regret all what I was saying
"Great,you don't need me,i understand"he said and left,i cried bitterly silently,i missed you karl,i need you now😢
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