3 AM thoughts

to Zey who i will carry in my heart for the rest of my life

i deserve the pain i feel because i never noticed you felt it too and now you're gone because i couldn't love you right. you deserved the whole world. no. no you didn't. this world is a fucked up place that no one deserves. you deserve something so much better.   maybe that's why you're gone. because god knew it too so he took you into his arms where you belong where no one can hurt you and where you feel no more pain. and i hope you're looking down on us and you're looking for the good although we don't deserve your pure soul. i love and miss you and i'm sorry i wasn't there for you when you needed me.