NOT ALONE (COMPLETED) #Devastated Book 2

Chapter 17

Speranza's pov

I couldn't believe this.....I couldn't believe who I was, who I would become.....I didn't want all of this..   I didn't want to be this, I don't know why I was all of this.... I don't understand anything.....

I felt so light headed and weak, my legs felt like jelly, like they were going to fall any minute, I couldn't help it so I just kneeled down keeping my hands in between my legs...

I felt someone keel their hand on my shoulder

"What happened, sweetheart?" Erik asked me with so much concern in his voice.... I felt really sad because.. Because...because? I don't know why it felt bad as if something bad was going to come......

"Natalia!" Erik said I turned to him and stood up

"What happened dear?" he asked me again

"My legs....I feel so tired!" I pouted andtook his support and stood up

"Come let me take you to the room" he said and carried me bridal style to our room... I just clutched his shirt with one of my hands and left my other hand free....  I just fell asleep god knows when

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I woke up to find Erik looking at me with a cheesy grin on his face

"What happened?" I asked him feeling soo tired

"What to do darling...you wouldn't let me go! I just thought how were you so strong" he said and I giggled

"Ahem,Ahem" somebody cleared their throat

"Kris!" I yelled at Kris while getting up...

"Well, I knocked so much।...but you guys were apparently so busy to even hear it" she said as she winked at me

"Krissy!!!" I ranted again

"Okay, okay..." she said

"Why did you come here for??!!!" I yelled at her again anyone normal would think I didn't like her or something, but she knew that its her who did the great mistake of talking to me while I had just woken up

"Geez Louise! Calm down girly!" she said, I went to her and stood leaning on the door

"I've got a secret to tell you" she said in her singing voice

"What is that?!" I asked she looked at me like I was some kind of alien

"Come, let's go to the garden, this is a secret" she said in a whisper I nodded and we went into the garden

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"Girly...I'm pregnant!!!" she whisper yelled

"I felt so happy for her that I immediately hugged her so hard

"I love you women!! Thanks for giving me a nephew!!" I shouted back to her

"Your pregnant??!!!!" came a voice from the behind...well guess who it was.... Tristan of course, Erik was right behind him and I knew how they came here, screw vampires!!

"You decided to tell her first and not the father of the child" Tristan stood and said

"Yup! Your the reason for all this!!" Kris said and started hitting Tristan

"What??!!!" Tristan yelled and ran. As if he could escape from Kris

"Actually.... There is a shock for you too" Erik said as he encircled his arms around my waist

"And what is That?" I asked kissing him on the lips

"Your......your……your becoming a mother too dear" he said, my eyes widened in surprise

"To not just one but two kids" he said...I'm gonna have twins, what's more better than that

"I wanted to say this to you from a week" he said as he hugged me... I was too happy to talk I just hugged him back

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I was sitting alone in the room and I was kind of thinking that Sharlina would appear, I glanced at the mirror and yup! I was right. She was here already

"What do you want?!!" I yelled at her

After she told me what she wanted I stood there in utter shock... I couldn't move or do anything

"What??!!!" I yelled at her

"Firstly, don't yell at me.... And secondly I got to know that Your pregnant... Now dear you can't afford to loose another child or should children, am I right?" she asked

"What do you mean by afford to loose and by the way how do you know all this?" I asked her

"Belive me dear I know a lot of things, and for your first question, would you like the thing what happened to Violet, the same thing happen to your other two kids?" She asked me I shifted the weight of my body from one left to right

"W-w-what?" I asked in complete horror

"You didn't even stutter when I first appeared, your scared of loosing these children" she said

"Belive me I know the feeling....I am a mother too" she said

"If you know the feeling then why are you doing this?!!!!" I shouted with tears in my eyes

"Because... I want the throne..... I want my son to have the throne... Your an obstacle to that" she said

"You have to do this for me...or else" she said with an evil smirk

"Or else what?!!" I asked

"Your children are dead!" she said removing a knife from her pocket

I was so scared to do anything I stood there numb not knowing what to do.... But I knew one thing.... I had to do this.... I had to do it...its for them " I said I stood up and rubbed my tears.... I need to wait eight more months for that... Till then I'll spend all my time with only my babies...

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Hi guys!!! I know I have  not  updated since pretty long time, it's just you know exams and all... I actually got pretty nice marks.....

I am sure I'll cry writing the next few chapters... They're gonna be pretty sad..  Also Not Alone is coming to an END!!!

It's just gonna have I think .... 20 or 25 chaps at the most

It's soo sad....

It will of course have another book

I said you there will be various books on this overall this is a series I think up to 4 books anyways

Bye guys!! Take care!! Luv ya!! 😘😘😘