Change

Part one

It was a silent summer night.The sky was clear from the clouds so the stars looked like millions of bits of stardust sprinkled over the sky.

Louis and Harry,friends,no, best friends of a true kind were sprawled over the blanket in Harry's backyard.It seemed perfect..two seven year olds were enjoying time together in the middle of another sleepover.Basically they were at eachother's houses every day and just took turns.

They were friends since they could remember and every year they spent together was even more special than the ones before.Nothing could ever come between them.Ever.

That night it was promised from both of them as Harry brought it up while laying on Louis' belly.

"Hey Boo?"

"Yes H?"

"Well..I just..do you think we'll be friends forever?"

Louis lifted his head to look at Harry and he smiled at him while ruffling Harry's hair a bit.

"Well of course Hawwy..we're best friends you dummy"

Harry grinned and then hugged his favourite person in the world.

"Thank God..I don't know what I would do without you Boo."

And with that they decided that they should probably go to sleep as another day of kindergarden was coming up and that was the road trip day so the boys wanted to be rested in the morning.

In the morning Anne,Harry's mother, gave them a lift to where they were told to meet up.She packed them lunch and some snacks aswell with some juice boxes.It was the start of another memory for those two.

Years passed and it was now Christmas Eve five years later.The boys were now twelve..well Harry was soon to be twelve.They were laying in bed and watching "Home alone" when Harry suddenly paused the film.

"Oi what did you do that for?!"

"Come on Lou I..I have your birthday present here."

"Are you actually nervous Styles?",Louis chuckled at his friend's nervous face.

"I..here it is but..first I have a confession Boo"

Louis nodded and waited patiently.

"Promise me that you won't get mad okay?Please Boo."

"I promise H..we're best friends and I love you no matter wh-"

Louis had no time to finsh because Harry's lips were pressed against his own.He was frozen and confused and..somewhat disguisted.He remembered Nick from school confessed being gay and he was socially dead.He then found himself shocked again as he noticed that he was kissing back,Harry now hoovering over him.

Anger built up inside of him..but not at Harry..he was mad at himself.Fear taking over his body he pushed Harry and he fell right to the floor.

Louis will probably never forget the pained look that was on Harry's face when he looked at him.

"Boo w-"

"No..don't call me that Harry."

"But you're my Boo..my best friend"

"No..not anymore Harry.Sorry.Leave now please."

Harry,in that moment,felt his whole world crash into millions of pieces.He stared at Louis with wide eyes which were now filling with tears.

Now..Louis was mad.He was so confused and anger filled him more and more.

"L-Lou please I-"

Harry went to hug his best friend but Louis had enough.

"Get the fuck away from me you faggot!!"

He pushed Harry away and Harry fell to the floor hitting his head into the door.

"GO AWAY NOW!!"

Harry panicked and cried more as he got up fast and ran out of the Tomlinson house ignoring Jay,Louis' mother,who called after him.

He was a mess.Hurt..breathing heavily..crying and cold.He sat down on the snow just as he got in front of his house..not really caring about catching a cold or the fact that it was now ten p.m. and soon it would be Christmas.

To him it wasn't.He had his head inbetween his legs which were pushed to his chest.He sobbed and was a broken mess.

He was so out of this world that he did not feel when his step dad brought him in or hear when his mother gasped and asked him so many times if he was okay.She gave up as he was just repeating Louis' name and hugged her son as tight as she could.When he finally fell asleep she called Jay seeing that she had called her numerous of times.

Jay was in shock..but was glad Harry was okay.After wishing Anne goodnight she climbed up to Louis' room and knocked on his door.

"Yeah?"

Louis croaked as he had been crying seeing what he did and also due to a stain of Harry's blood on the door.Not a big one but it was still there.

"Lou?Why did Harry leave in that state?"

"Leave me alone."

She got the message..a bit sad because she felt sorry for Harry..and her son.They fought..but never like this.And it scared her a bit as she loved that Louis had a friend like that.She wished Louis a good night and went to bed.

Louis stared blankly at the wrapping paper in front of him.He decided just then to open up Harry's gift.

As he did so he felt his heart clench.It was a cd of songs he loved.A playlist he adored.Under it was a big book which had an old looking cover but as he took a better look he saw that it was covered with pictures of Harry and him.He opened it and there were their memories ordered by the date..every page had two memories on it.He was so sad right now..but he remembered what happened and just put those things in his 'special stuff' drawer.

He then went to brush his teeth and wiped the blood of his door..tears prickling in the corner of his eyes as he thought of Harry being hurt.He climbed into bed and just then figured he had Harry's hoodie on and he had nothing against it.It was warm and soft so he snuggled more into it and went to sleep licking his lips only to taste Harry's.

Five years later...

Harry's P.O.V.

"Look who it is.Our little neard."

"Leave me alone!"

"But why so Styles?Huh?Don't you like it when I'm close to you fag?"

"Oh go and fuck yourself Tomlinson!"

"Wow wow wow Harold.How dare you talk to me like that?!"

"Oh sorry are you the king?Oh no..you must be the queen.I am soo sorry miss."

With that his fist collided with my nose making it bleed.

"Fuck."

He snickered as I looked up and scowled at him.

"Here you go Styles.Now you will maybe have some more respect"

"Oh it will stay the same..you actually hit like my granny"

"Yeah and that is why you are bleeding here"

"You know very well that I have a sensitive nose you fool."

With that I left to wash my nose and hands and of course I had to get my spare pair of glasses.As I was washing my face I looked myself in the mirror and sighed at my appearance.I was bruised up..not just from Louis but from everyone else too.They all hated me and just because I had to kiss Louis.

I wish I didn't..maybe then I would still have my best friend and maybe my life would be a bit less miserable...