november

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         The world is truly cold for the very first time. I try constantly to catch your eye, but every day I see you less and less. You've left a hole in my day that I keep expecting rumors to fill, but everyday I stay empty. You sit with her, and I sit with friends I don't want to kiss. My mother asks you over for thanksgiving, but you don't come. On the twenty-ninth, I kiss someone I don't love. They taste like coffee and cream and cigars. When I ask, they say I taste like pepper and basil. I walk home in the icy rain, and sit on my porch. The house feels empty without you. My room is my least favorite place in the world.

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