The Billionaire's Secret Babies (The Radley's 1)EDITING

Chapter 4 - Morning In Hell

I saw him pull back after what felt like forever but could have been seconds and she looked back and saw me staring at them mouth wide open.

Who knew that she had the power to shatter my world with five simple words.

"You were amazing this morning" she said smirking at me with a knowing victory look, before she slipped in the car and her friend drove away.

I stood there too shock to move even though I knew Quinn and Cara were behind me and Bryce would turn around at any moment.

"Rae let's go! You so don't deserve this." Quinn said angrily yanking me in the direction of Cara's car.

But before she had even finished talking to me, Bryce had turned around dragging his hand through his hair upon hearing my name. I saw him smile at me but then it must have dawned on him that I saw and heard what happened as I was still in a state of shock and being yanked away by a crazed Quinn because his expression fell, he mutter really loud something that sounded like 'fuck' and then he started running towards me.

We all got into the car and locked doors. Cara started the car just as he got to my window and started banging on it.

"Rae do you want to talk to him or should I run the bastard over?"Cara asked, clearly no longer team Bryce.

I snapped out of my shock the last time he banged because it was so loud and told her to roll my window down.

He started talking really fast begging me not to leave and telling what I saw was not what happened but before he could go any further I put my hand up stopping him. I couldn't listen to anymore of his bullshit.

After waiting since freshman year to get my chance with him knowing he loved using women, I just thought when I got a chance it would be different.

yeah! poor stupid little niave Raelynn!

"Please just shut up and listen to me. Last Night was a mistake. I regret it all and ever meeting you. You are the worst person ever and I hope you burn in hell for the way you treat women. If I ever set eyes again on you it will be too soon. Cara go." With that we drove off leaving Bryce with a hurt expression on his face. I thought I saw sadness, anger and hurt flash through his eyes as I spoke but they were all gone in the blink of an eye before I could be sure. He was more than likely hurt because it didn't end the way he wanted it to.

But would would I be kidding. He's Bryce freaking Radley. He would probably be in bed with his next conquest by brunch!

Cara and Quinn both gave me worried glances as I sat in the back hoping the seat would swallow me. They both tried to talk to me on the way home but I just felt so used and dirty.

I don't know why, but I just expected more from Bryce after all the things he said last night. I felt my heart break piece by piece.

When Cara pulled up outside my house, we all got out the car to say our goodbyes. Cara hugged me first and I held onto her so tight.

"I'm going to miss you Rae. I wish we were all going to the same school. I'm going to come and visit you guys during thanksgiving break. Thinking about it, that sounds so far away." she started to cry and Quinn came and hugged us both and we all cried together.

"I'm gonna miss you more Cara. Well skype everyday. I promise. Quinn I'll miss you until I see you in August. I love you two so much." I hugged them a couple more times and they told me they loved me before they left.

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It's been two months now since I moved to New York. I never heard from Bryce after that night, but I still think about him. It was hard not to, considering he was my first of many things.

Quinn was still hanging out with Ethan last time I checked and told me that Bryce had left to his family house in LA already, since he was going to be going to school out there.

Ethan and Evan were both twenty-one and were seniors attending school in California she had told me one night when we were on Skype. I'm not sure how she and Ethan are going to work out since she's moving to New York today. She will be staying with my mom and I until we move into the dorms on campus in the next three weeks.

My mom was going to pick Quinn up from the airport on her way home from work, since Quinn's flight was scheduled to arrive around that time.

We were living in a four bedroom apartment on the upper west side. Living here was totally different from living in North Carolina, there was always something going on, people on the move, traffic and great stores. I haven't fully learned my way around the city as yet, but plan to explore it more with Quinn once she gets here.

Since this was a new beginning, I felt like changing something's with myself, starting with how I dress. I have come to terms with my curvy figure and I refuse to hide it anymore, especially since my boobs seems to have been growing lately. My mom took me shopping last week and I had so much fun embracing myself.

As I'm sitting there waiting, I hear the front door unlock and I run to meet Quinn, I missed both her and Cara so much and it hasn't even been that long.

"Q!" I squealed jumping on her.

She giggled and hugged me back.

"Raelynn! Can you allow us to come inside first?" My mother hissed.

I walk over and kissed her on the cheek "yeah yeah, love you too mom." I said before I grabbed Quinn and dragged her off go my room.

I looked her over and smiled. Ever since that party it's like we all found ourselves. Quinn wasn't looking nerdy like we all used to, she was looking rather hot. Yeah, Ethan was definitely good for her ego.

We spent the entire time talking and catching up, even though we skyped everyday we were apart.

The next three weeks went by in a flash as we spent them shopping for our dorm room and moving in.

During that time, I stopped thinking about Bryce and wrote him off as a past mistake. Every time I thought about him, I just became so angry and heartbroken all over again.

I don't consider that feeling to be healthy, so I just try to find things to occupy my mind and go back to my life before him.

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Raelynn is stupid?

Bryce is an ass?

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