Unwanted Flames

Close to you

Chapter 1

//sorry if its ooc!//

Every morning Riza struggled to get out  her bed,Her body desperately needed more sleep. her eyes kept on weighing down by weariness.. tiredness creeps upon her back, Causes her to feel all unmotivated. Yet, she forces herself to do her daily routines.

The thought inside her silently kills her. Her stomached wrenched in pain every morning. From the very last moment, She realizes that she's suffering from depression. 

The painful memories that kept on going on repeat. She could not least forget her long lost son. The day she got involved with the military, the year before the War started.

She made a terrible mistake and Made the wrong decision to give birth to her son. Which made it worse.. she didn't knew who the father was. Riza had no idea if her son is alive or not.

She rests her arms on the desk and her head ducked down. She gave out a silent sigh while she closed her eyes, Riza remembered she skipped breakfast and she had an urge to go out quickly and have a meal.

Apparently, Her superior officer was slacking off. Roy spent his time in his subordinates office for quite some time. She narrowed her eyes directly at Roy.

Riza blinked her eyes and wanting to yawn. She had her head down still, Resting her eyes.

"Lt.Hawkeye?"
A small little touch came from her back, and she chose to ignore the person whoever is poking her. Riza felt another poke at her right shoulder, twice. She turned over, furiously. 

Her eyes widen in shock, to see Roy standing there. She instantly apologizes and looked over to the paperwork. "Forgive me, Sir." All ever he did was gave her a small smile and walked over to see the others.

"Lt.Hawkeye. If your tired, you can take a break. I can do the rest." Fuery said, smiling. Riza sighs and rejected his offer and decided to do her own work, The paperwork that Roy handover to her. "Im fine." She gave him a smile that she usually gives to Fuery.

Riza stared blankly at Roy for some time and she had no idea why he is in here. He stood there and watched Riza and the others Work, While back at his office.He had a huge amount of paperwork to do. She sighs once more. Has it became a habit of hers?

Her love for the Colonel is important. It can never be broken. She had reasons to join the military. She wanted to stay by his side, She wanted to protect him till he reaches the top.

She stayed by his side for a long time, That she fell in love with him. It wasn't a bad thing for her. But, A First Lieutenant loving a Colonel? She knew it was forbidden.

They both suffered from a horrific past, The tainted history that kept going on repeat. They witness something compared to The dark pit. The fresh smell of burnt flesh filled the entire air. The children's loud piercings cries haunted Riza.

A solider who committed a crime by killing an innocent small child. The child who haven't done a thing to the man, only a kind smile that she gave him, is Dead . Before I knew it, Everything was gone. The rich culture that everyone knew was wiped out in a instant. What remained was Nothing.

Nothing... She stands up and turns over to Roy. "Im sorry for saying this, Sir. But Don't you have a report to do by tomorrow?" She questions to Roy, Roy didnt gave enough reaction to her and nods. "Thanks for reminding me." He gives her a astonishing smile, Not fully aware of his current situation.

Her eyes narrowed in frustration, and walks up to Roy. "Why do I have to deal such a lazy butthead" she says quietly. without her noticing, She quickly snaps and became frustrated. Why does he always come here!

"Colonel, You need to go work. Come here!" Riza Yells to Roy unconsciously, Everyone in the room was startled by her yells.

Roy jumps and walks slowly to Riza, with a hint of fear. He follows riza and walks out of the office like a frighten little puppy.

-3-'

"Why the sudden growl, Lieutenant?" Roy looks over to Riza. He is somewhat amused by her sudden irritations, Which made him completely confused and afraid.

"You can't always be out of your office." She says quietly and continued on walking. She refused to look back at him.

Roy did the smug look that he usually do to Riza. You could say He was proud of her. He had the best subordinate that he could ever rely on, His protector, which is Riza hawkeye. Everyone in the eastern headquarters were amused by her intelligence and her shooting skills.

"It'll become a real concern if you don't hand in your paperwork." She replies coldly. She is confused and yet, Wondering why Roy is wandering off out of his office nowadays. She closed her eyes in thoughts. He could be doing this on purpose just to waste time.

They both walked in his Office, Expecting for a huge mess. She looks up to Roy, Why He refuses to do his work.

"Theres a bunch thoughts inside my head, sir. Forgive me for my sudden behavior." She walks to his desk and surprises him by her thoughts.

"I think I understand why you're wandering out of your office.... She's been bothering you, isn't she?" She finishes her sentence and She felt the jealousy that she tried to avoid. Roy's eyes were filled with uneasiness which Riza understood.'

A sudden pain rushed out to Riza's body, Causing her to feel completely weak. She kneeled down and Placed her hands on her stomach. Not this again. The sick feeling in her stomach made her all nauseous.

She couldn't hear everything around her. All she could remember is feeling a sense of jealousy. And Roy calling out Her name. Her visions blacked out and She collapses.

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