Sunday afternoon
I was walking downstairs to find myself with my mom and dad fighting.
I slowly tip toed to the couch hiding to see why my parents where fighting, when i heard my dad say
"Im tired of dealing with you and with everyone in this family!"
In that moment it was no surprise for me to hear what was going on but a tear came out of my face thinking to myself "hes tired of everyone in this family so that includes me?" Tears came down of my face, and then i started sobbing i was trying to keep quiet but i just could not do it.
My parents heard something and after that there was silence everywhere,
i felt some cold hands hugging me,i loosed myself from them and stepped up and ran upstairs, i closed my door and locked it, i threw myself in bed while hearing my mom and my dad banging on my door telling me if i was fine, i just ignored them, i grabbed my phone and put on my head phones with maximum volume, until i could not hear anything, and i cried myself to sleep.
I woke up *2 hours later from the fight*
I had a very bad headache, i unlocked my door and walked to my bathroom, i washed my face, and looked at myself in the mirror disgusted of my own, wanting to know what had happend to myself, wanting to know what happend to that 14 year old who would always smile at every single person she saw.
I opened my cabinet and took the blade, i looked at myself and started slicing my arm with my razor telling to myself how much i hated myself "you fat ugly bastard you dont deserve to live",
Watching the blood drip from my arm watching how my blood could change my white sink into a red color.
I felt so many pain on my arm i stopped, i washed my arm slowly so the pain didn't get any worse.
I bandaged my arm so my parents couldn't see what i did to myself.
I slept the rest of the day just to ignore what was going on.
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Deep Scars (Not Finished)
Non-Fiction*Trigger Warning* What would you do if your family would always fight and abuse of you?...... And all you could do is fake a smile and move on cause that's what people expect you to do- This is the story of a popular girl who wasn't popular cause o...
