Ina's
It was a desperate, pathetic move. I was so crazy to think he'll fall for that. I knew.
I knew better.
Without even thinking how stupid I probably look like sitting in a corner. Hugging my legs, face buried on my lap and, crying like the loser I am. "Ang tanga tanga mo, Ina." I whispered to myself.
I was lucky to find an area in this place without too much people, sobrang pagkapahiya ko kanina I just ran and ended up here. Ni hindi ko nacheck if malinis yung inupuan ko. Basta sumalampak na lang ako. I'm a fcking mess.
I've been a mess ever since I left Kib. Ang bobo ko na pinagpalit ko siya sa isang taong good time lang ang gusto. Kib was the one for me. He's always there for me, protect me, love me. Care for me. He would understand. I thought he would wait. Ang tanga ko na hindi ko agad na realize that he's a great guy and now it's too late. Someone already noticed him, who wouldn't? And now he moved on.
When I heard it was that girl, I got so threatened and acted on impulse. I knew he has this huge crush on that girl ever since, but Kib is loyal. He won't ever hurt anyone, lalo na kung babae. He wouldn't hurt me, I knew that. Kaya siya ang sinaktan ko. Kasi I was so sure he won't go, I was so damn sure he'll wait.
"Ang tanga tanga mo!" I punched myself again as if this emotional pain is not enough.
Kib's
Nakadagdag ng sama ng loob ko ang nangyari samin ni Ina. Pagpasok ko sa dug out para bang naubos ako.
"Kap, bawi tayo sa UAAP." wala sa sariling tumingin ako sa mabigat na kamay na humawak sa balikat ko. Si Jollo, akala niya siguro malungkot ako dahil sa pagkatalo. Well, isa yun pero parang mas malungkot ako that we (me and Ina) had to end up this way.
"Oo naman, tayo pa ba." ngisi ko sa kanya. Saktong labas ni Aljun galing sa shower.
"Mamadali ba tayo Paps?" biro ni Andrei sa kanya, nag-aantay kasi yung bagong nililigawan niya at malamang may date kaya nagmamadali.
"Pambawi, olats eh." sagot ni Aljun, hawak niya na ang phone niya at nasa ulo ang towel nagpapatuyo ng buhok. Si Andrei naman ang pumasok sa loob ng shower room.
Naalala ko din ang phone ko kaya chineck ko yun. I got 4 texts. The first one I opened was from Papa saying we'll bounce back next season.
To: Papa
Thanks Pa! Sure yan. Miss you.
Then my sister, said she's just waiting outside. I replied, okay. The third message got me grinning again, it was from Des.
From: Wynea
Wala kasi ako, wala kayong lucky charm. Don't worry, nood ako UAAP. Para naman manalo kayo. Hahahaha. Jokeeeee!
To: Wynea
Basta ako lang iche-cheer mo.
From: Wynea
Tssssss.
To: Wynea
Lab lab.
Malamang bwisit na bwisit nanaman yun sakin dahil sa reply ko. I chuckle at the thought of her stomping her feet and covering her blushing face. Wala na talaga ako, hulog na hulog na.
From: Wynea
Arrrgh! Bwisit mo.
To: Wynea
