New Game New Rules

5 - Same. But Different

I pass him the phone and he smirks down at as he examines it for a moment.
"Well we both know who is the sexier twin" Nickola says looking up at me. I blush with a laugh.

"I wasn't talking about you Beautiful" I frown for a moment processing what he had just said then burst out into laugher, he laughs also passing over my phone. "You don't look anything alike"

I laugh and swipe through the photos of Andre and I, stopping at the one when we both posing at Maria's party two years ago. It was a typical teenage party with loads of people from school getting waisted draining the problems with a whole lot of drunken fun. I smile down at the photo letting the memory slip; Andre and I both do a silly face at the camera standing with a beer in our hand, both of our chocolate brown hair is messed up and our brown eyes glowing with happiness and maybe a little smoke. I don't remember, because it was just too much fun to remember.

"Not all twins are identical, and it's always the second one who pops out sexier than the first" I look up at him and smirk while he frowns. "And that's me" he burst out laughing again.

"Well no doubt Beautiful" I blush silently and look away from him, distracting myself and the butterflies in my stomach, by placing the photo as my wallpaper. Satisfied I put away my phone and look Nick who was staring with a smile.

"What?"

"Nothing" he shakes his head.

"You know, you actually remind me of my boyf- very best friend" I say but regret it instantly; I wince and take my coffee taking another sip in nervousness. "Really?"

I nod and set my coffee down "yeah, he was exactly like you" Nikola raises his eyebrows and scoots closer to the edge of the couch, as I put my phone on the coffee table.

"And what am I?" Nickola asked with a smirk, I clear my throat and shrug as if this situation was no big deal. "Well, you'er funny, tall and imitating, sexy, strong and -" I stopped in mid sentence when I realise what I have just said, Nickola stood up with a confident, smug smile on his face.

He caught that! Think before you speak, dumbass!

He stood over me as I look at his tall figure shadowing me as if I was about to be hunted down; my breath hitched and butterflies began to flutter around my stomach. "What were going to say before?" Nickola asked softly.

Getting level with me, I bite my lip and watch him wide eyed as he rested his hands behind my head where it rested on the back of the couch. I back away further trying to hide, but there is no where to hide.

Don't hide when you know you want this. No I don't want this! I watch as his muscles bulge making his veins pop out of his skin. I think something just popped in my body, and I'm not talking about the butterflies.

I avert my eyes to his and gulp. "S-Strong"

"No, No before that, something with an 's' " He said huskily as he lowered himself, I bite my lip and my breathing increased as he stared into my eyes; "I -I think you heard w-wrong" Nickola inched closer and chuckled where I feel his minty breath brush against my lips.

"Remember that nothing, Beautiful?"

I nod my head, close my eyes as I regrettably enjoy this entire moment as he brushed his fingers on my cheek down to my lip and slowly to my neck.

"I think that I might have a big crush on you"

I crane my neck just a little and just like that we kissed. My God we kissed. I don't know what happen, I don't know what made this different but looking up at his face I felt myself wanting more, and more he gave me. His fingers tangled into my hair and mine curled around his neck tugging him closer he groans suddenly hovers over me deepening the kiss as if his life depend on it; his bites my lip and I moan.

"Don't leave Babe"

I snap my eyes open to the sound of Andrew's voice removing his hallucination. I take small breath as Nickola's kisses hover over my neck sending a new set of goosebumps and another familiar feeling to my heart. I cup his jaw and crash my lips to his.

"I need you here Babe"

I groan flipping us over taking control and guild his hands around my hips making him squeeze them tight as I straddle him, he groans and his fingers slip under my shirt.

"I love you so much Tia"

I pull away quickly as possible and breath heavily as I look at two green eyes instead of brown. My eyes turn wide and look down at Nickola, he eyes with me concern and I step off him as my legs tremble. "Tia, what's wrong?"

"You need to leave" I whisper without looking at him

"What" He sits up and stand to his feet,I must have zoned out because next thing I know Nickola takes my hands in his every so gently. "I'm so sorry- I shouldn't have - tell me what's wrong beautiful" he cups my cheeks and strokes them softly.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" I kept repeating without looking at him. Nickola shakes his head and suddenly pulls into his chest holding me tight in his arms "No I'm sorry"

My arms wrap around him and I take the biggest breath and letting it out with a shaky breathe. This feeling is all the same, but with a different kind of way. Now I know that I'am not in the right of state of mind.