Chapter 8
Ryder POV
No wonder I felt so guilty! Because he felt that! He was kissing her, I didn't feel anger or sadness or even jealousy. I felt confused, he kissed me and now he wants to kiss another woman, I felt like a slut. I didn't know what to say but
"I-I think I should go"i said and walk out, I couldn't believe this! What the fuck?! Did my mate accept my rejection? I felt so....So empty inside, I was feeling so many things except jealously and anger. I was happy that my wolf was wrong, I was sad that he kissed another girl. I wanted to cry because I felt so use by my own mate
"Ryder, wait let me explain" he said and I turned around to look at him, I didn't show any emotions I just stared at him blankly
"About? I rejected you, so I guess it's okay for you can kiss another she-wolf and make pups with her. I understand, I'll just find someone else. Like I said I rejected you and I'm hoping that was your way of you accepting my rejection" I said calmly and his eyes were filled with sadness and regret but I know that it was filled with bull shit, I walked away and saw Rylan talk to a girl and holding hands with her.
"Rylan?" I said
"Ryder, I found my mate. This is Demi.She the betas little sister" he said and I hugged her
"Welcome to the family, I can't wait for you to see the rest of us" I said
"Excuse me, the rest?" She said
"Yeah there is five altogether, This is just the start of the chaos" I said and forced myself to laugh, hoping the pain to go away.
Kayden POV
What was I thinking?! I was kissing another girl when Ryder walked in, I had already found my mate, my Luna and my world. I know I didn't met her properly but she is my mate and is my world whether she rejected me or not. But she didn't show any emotions, isn't she suppose to? I didn't know what over came me to try to kiss another girl, I was standing there for a good ten minutes. I didn't know what to do, I finally chose to go to her house and talk to her.
"Kayden" Sam said stopping me from going to Ryder's house
"Yeah" I said impatiently
"My little sister found her mate, and its Ryder's twin brother" he said
"Well I'm going to her house now, should we go together?" I asked him
"Yeah, let's go" he said, I wondered why Ryder was calm, she was completely calm about the whole thing, but I knew she was upset. I felt it. I needed to know why she rejected me, My luna, my world, my other half, MY LIFE rejected me! I am going to find out today and I will fix my mistakes.
Ryder POV
I was home, in the back yard laying down and looking at the sky. My brothers and my papa were training Hazel and I wasn't in the mood to help, I felt like crap. Why an Alpha? Why does he have to be my mate? I heard someone at the door.
"Ryder get the door" Papa said I groaned and got up and walked to the door aimlessly. I opened the door and Saw the Beta and Alpha. My heart started to beat faster, why was he here? I looked back at the back yard and then at them
"Beta, Alpha" I said as I bowed my head "what brings you here?" I asked
"We wanted to speak to Rylan Morris" Beta Sam said I knew it, The alpha wasnt here for me. He was here for Rylan, I nodded and walked to the back yard.
"Papa, it's Beta and Alpha, he wants to speak to Lala" I said and they all walked inside, to the living room. I saw them sitting on the couch, I didn't want to know why they were here.
"Papa, I have work to do........so i'll be in my room if anybody needs me" I said sternly and my papa kissed my head
"Sure sweetie, go ahead" he said and I walked upstairs and into my room, I sat on my bed looking out the window. I heard the door open and close, I didn't look back to see who it was but I didn't want to talk to anybody
"Ryder" Alpha said the shivers went down my spine and my heart was beating, my palms were sweating and the my blood was pumping. It was all excitement, I had to snap out of it. He accepted my rejection, so why am I upset? is it because he kiss a girl or that he accepted my rejection?
"Ryder let me explain" he said I turn to look at him, I want to be in his arms, I want to do what mates do but how can I do that if I'll have another possessive guy in my life? Alphas are Possessive and dominating also players so why me? I don't want that, I want a man who is loyal and waited for me like i did. Also a man who wants the same dreams I want, I can't be a Luna! I don't want that at all! It's too much work, I have to care and act like a house wife to the whole pack! They are always so nice and sweet but I'm just the opposite, I'm rude and ruthless. No way in hell am I going to be a Luna, I need to tell him that.
"I didn't know what overcame me to kiss her....i am not making an excuse but i guess I wanted the attention because you ignored me, but you can blame me for that. its all my fault but I just want to know why you rejected me" he said
"You really want to know?" I said and he nodded "alphas are possessive and dominating also players and I don't want a possessive guy in my life. I also can't be a Luna, I am not like them........i will not give up my dreams to become one, You should have a Luna who is nice, sweet, and acts like a lady not a man who is ruthless and rude. I don't want to act like a house wife to the pack, I want to be an equal not to be the highest rank. Thats why I rejected you, I am not perfect for you. This whole pack deserve a better Luna " I said to him but he smiled a cup my cheek, it gave me a wave of tingles.
"Lies." He said gently, I shivered "the pack needs to have a Luna like you, you are strong. almost stronger than me" he said and I looked away, Luna's usually were required to be protected by the alpha or another wolf, I always thought I would protect the Luna but I guess not. I never thought that I would feel so insecure about myself, The Luna's are so polite and sensitive and beautiful everything that I'm not. I don't even know if I should accept him as my mate, My wolf is whimpering and begging me to but I don't know if I'm ready to be in a higher rank.
"I-I'm tired, Can we speak about this some other time?" I asked and he smiled, it was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, I could watch it all day.
"How about tomorrow, can I take you out to dinner around seven?" He asked and I nodded, the hand that was on my cheek, was moved and put into his pocket. My cheek was cold and was missing his warmth already. He walked out my room, I waited until I heard the Alpha and the Beta to leave. Once they did I ran down stairs and to my family
"The Alpha!" I shouted and my papa look alerted
"What? did he do something to you?" he said once my brothers heard that they were right behind my papa to hear if he did.
"Yes! he ask me on a date!" I shouted worriedly
"Your not going" papa said and was heading out to the back yard, I followed him. I felt so disappointed for some reason I really wanted to go.
"Why not, papa?" I asked
"Because you are waiting for your mate, and he needs to wait for his" he said and ran his hand through his hair "and even if you are his mate that doesn't mean-" I interrupted him
"He is my mate, papa. I rejected him because I don't want to be a Luna and he wants to talk about it tomorrow" I said
"I don't want him to mate you, not until your eighteen" he said Sternly and I raised my hands up in surrender
"Not arguing with you there" I said I was really excited to go for some reason, I wanted the day to go by quick so I can see him again, Does this mean I'm accepting my mate?
'Yes it does! Please accept him' Lola pleaded 'Lola I don't know if I'm ready to be a luna' I said and she whimpered
All I can think about is the date he's taking me tomorrow.
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Rejected Alpha
Teen Fiction"I, Ryder Morris, Reject you, Kayden Bennett as my mate" I said and walked out the office, I know this is most definitely the craziest thing I had ever done and this can possibly ruin my dream but I can't have him, he needs someone better than me. H...
