I'm Not Dead I Only That Way

Chapter One

Hearts on fire tonight

Feel my bones ignite

Feels like war, war

Feels lke wa-

I turn off my alarm clock. It's 5 o'clock, what can I say I'm on early riser. I pick out my clothes and hope in the shower. I had picked out my Nirvana tank top, black skinny jeans, a couple of bracelets and and my black vans. I wash the long curly black hair and breath in the warm steam of the shower. I get out and get dressed. I then do my hair and make-up. I go down stairs and start to make my breakfast. I decide to make bacon and eggs. I  finish eating then decide to go run to Starbucks. I felt so good behind the wheel of my Impala. I then go back home and up satirs and to my bedroom. I pull out my laptop and set it on my desk and pull up the chair. I look at the time it's only 6:30. 

I open up three tabs on for Facebook, one for Twitter, and one for Tumblr. I pull iTunes up and pull on Here I am Alive by: Yellowcard. I first check Facebook to see I have a two messages, one from my friend Violet and one from my friend Luke. I look at Violet's first.

From: Violet Adams To: Wisteria P.P. Zinnias

Hey Boo I miss you already, anyway guess who's going to Warped Tour here's a hint: IT'S ME!!! Anyway I love you baby.

I laugh and reply

From: Wisteria P.P. Zinnias To: Violet Adams

Oh my God I hate you, so jealous. Just kidding I love yo too and I miss you so so much. You better get me an autograph or I'll kill you. Love you too baby.

I then went to Luke's message.

From: Luke Jackson To: Wisteria P.P. Zinnias

Hey Zinny what's up? I'm going to Warped  Tour with Violet. Tell me if you meet any hot guys. Also don't forget to tell me who's asses to beat. Love ya babe.

Oh Luke always so sweet to bad he's gay.

From: Wisteria P.P. Zinnias To: Luke Jackson

Nothing much loser. I hate you both, just kidding. No I'll let you know after school on bother the matters. Love you too honey.

I look at my notifications to see I have been mentioned in someones status. I look to see it's my friend Andy Clough. By the way Andy is a girl.

Andy Clough > Wisteria P.P. Zinnias

Double U, you need to tell me first about any hot guys. Luke can find out after me but I am the first one to know. Love you loser.

Of course Andy had to let everybody know she called first dibs. I like her status and exit out of Facebook. I then check my twitter. I have three new follower, twenty retweets, and thirty-two favorites. I then tweeted

Wisteria P.P. Zinnias @wisterappzinn: First day at new school in NJ

Then I retweet a few things. I then close out of that finally checking Tumblr. I reblog a few things then quickly  get off before I get sucked in. I look to see it's 7:00. I close my laptop, grab my phone then hop into my ride. I head off to school listening to Do I Wanna Know by: Arctic Monkeys.

I pulled into the school parking lot and headed to the office to get my schedule. I look at the map and walk down the halls trying to figure out where my classes are. I then feel someone tap on my shoulder. I jump a little bit but then turn around. "Hey there I'm Brendon Urie and I just so happened to  see you walking about so I thought 'I haven't seen here around her before she must be new' So what's your name?" Said a cute boy who's hair was quite perfect. "Um hey I'm Wisteria Zinnias, and yeah I just moved from Florida to live with Ad- I mean my dad." I say. "Wisteria Zinnias, hmm got any nicknames?" Brendon asked. "Um yeah theres Wisty, Zinny, Primula, Prim, Double U, or Phlox even." I say adding my other middle name cause why not. "Hmm that's a lot of nicknames I think I'm gonna call you Prim. So what's your first class?" Brendon asks looking at my schedule. "Oh English with Ms.Cider, my friend Pete has that class to come on I'll show you him." Brendon says dragging me down the hall.

We approched two guys one was average height, wearing eyeliner, and fairly tan. The other was quite short but not middget height, he looked pretty average and he wore a F. "Pete, Patrick I've made a new friend!" Brendon said. "Brendon let that poor girl go." The tanner of the two boys said. "Shut up Pete and meet my new friend." Brendon said. "Brendon I'm pretty sure the girl has a name and I'm pretty sure it's not 'My New Friend'." The short one said. "I'm Wisteria Zinnias, you can call me Wisty, Zinny, Primula, Prim, Double U, or Phlox. I think Brendon was just trying to be nice and let you chose what to call me." I say. "I'm Pete Wentz and I think I'll call you Zinny, it must be cool having so many names to choose from." The tan one said. "Yeah back home it just depended who you asked I'm not picky." I say. "Hi I'm Patrick Stump, I think I'll just call you Wisteria." The short one said. " Nice to meet you both." I say. "Pete, Prim has English with you." Brendon said. "Oh really now, let me just say you're gonna hate Ms.Cider. She is a total bitch and loves to giv out homework plus she hits on the male students, it kinda weird considering she's like 40." Pete said. "Thanks for the heads up." I say. "Here let me see your schedule." Pete said. "Okay 1st English with me, 2nd Maths with Brendon and Patrick, 3rd Choir with all of us, 4th Gym with Patrick, we all have lunch together, 5th free period with me, 6th Science with Brendon, and 6th History your alone. Wow you have all honors classes." Pete said. "Um yeah school comes easy to me." I say. "Okay Pete, you and Wisteria should head off to English the bells about to ring." Patrick said heading down the hall while Brendon goes down another. "Come on Zinny let's go to class." Pete said dragging me down the hall towards the class.

I went form class to class until lunch time. I sat down next to the guys. "Hey Prim." "What up Zinny?" "Hi Wisteria." They said. "Hey boys." I say and then I see them, 4 boys walking into the lunch room. "Who are they, the pale ones?" I ask. Pete looks over hi s shoulder. "Oh those are the Ways, Gerard Way, Mikey Way, Frank Way, and Ray Way. Gerard and Mikey are actually brothers their parents adopted Frank and Ray. They don't talk to anybody though it's like they're in their own little world. The local gang hates them for some reason but I don't see why, I've talked to Mikey a few times while working on projects with him in class, he seems nice enough." Pete says. "Yeah they're in choir but they tend not to show up to most of thier classes." Patrick adds on. "They're kinda cute I say." I say. "Oh sweetheart don't even try and go down that road, apparently nobody at this school is good enough for them." Brendon says. "I just said they were kinda cute that means as much as if I said Patrick was a pretty boy." I say. "Do you think I'm pretty?" Pete says batting his lashes like a girl. "No but your hot. And Brendon is handsome." I say  "Wow you are really blunt." Patrick says. "Well yeah I guess you could say that." I say.

I continue to attend my classes and it's pretty boaring then I get to History. I go up to the teacher and they tell me where to sit. The class fills in and I realize The Ways are all around me. Mikey was in front of me, Frank behind, Gerard to the side and Ray behind Gerard. "Okay class you shall contiune your projects from yestarday get in your groups and work. Ms.Zinnias can you come see me." the teacher who's name was Mr.William said. I walk up to his desk and he says "Hold on let me see who's group I can squeeze you into. Class who only has a groups of four?"  The Ways and a group of stoners raise their hands. "Why their even in this class I don't even know." Mr.Williams had muttered under his breath looking at the group of stoners. "Okay Ms.Zinnias will be joining your group Ways. Now they will fill you in and you can help them, we will be working on this project for the rest of the week." Mr.Willams says. I head over to the group and then Gerard says "Hello I'm Frank Iero what's your name?" Frank had said. I just looked at him weird. "Oh yeah Iero is my actual last name and Ray's is Toro." Frank adds on. "Oh okay I'm Wisteria Zinnias but you can call me Wisty, Zinny, Primula, Prim, Double U, or Phlox." I say. "Hmm I'll call you Prim that's pretty." Frank says. "Hey Double U I'm Ray Toro nice to meet you." Ray had said. "Nice to meet you too I like your fro." I say. "Thanks." "Hello Wisteria I'm Mikey Way." Mikey says. "Hello Mikey nice to meet you." "Hi I'm Gerard Way, it's nice to meet you Wisteria." Gerard said. "It's is nice to meet you as well Gerard." I say. They explain what the project is and we worked on it until the bell rung. I started to head out into the parking lot and then it happened.