Unstable; sequel to "No Strings Attached"; Janiel Fan Fiction [COMPLETED]

Ch.11

Joeys POV

My mind goes blank... the whole room goes silent. I can't move, speak, hear... just standing there watching the chaos of everyone rushing around trying to see if she was ok... three paramedics come running in putting her on the stretcher. They point to Rachel and she follows... leaving me on the stage with Daniel.

Daniel starts shaking me and I look as they put Kaylee into a navy blue body bag... I look back at Daniel and see that he is yelling my name...

They world starts to spin and I feel the sharp pain in my lower back again. I notice that my ankle is throbbing again. I collapse on the floor and Daniel yells for someone. I close my eyes and I feel everything that is happening... be being carried, people shaking me, them putting me inside of the ambulance ,them driving away, Daniel holding my hand. I try to say that I'm ok but I can't. I can't do anything. I just lay there in the ambulance feeling scared for my life.

The ambulance stops and i guess we are at the hospital... for the second time this week. They pick up my stretcher and carry me into the hospital. I can't see anything but I remember this happened before... when I was dead I could see this happening again.

They put this mask on me and I start to breathe in the gas. I feel my world spinning again and I fall into a deep sleep... for now.

I wake up all of a sudden but I still can't move. I start to panic internally and wondering what's happening. I hear a bunch of doctors talking about my spine... about how I broke the lower half of it and they need to remove some of it... so I'm wake, they are going to cut into my back? Fuck no...

I try to speak but I can't... I try to move but I can't.... I try to open my eyes but I can't. I have to sit here while they cut into me. I feel a sharp pain in my lower back and I scream inside of my head. It keeps going until it's about 5 inches long. I feel a burning pain in the spot, they are burning the skin so I don't bleed... this is the worst pain I've ever experienced... I keep feeling sharp cutting pains inside of my back and burning.... they are literally cutting into my flesh, muscles, and tendons... I'm awake and feeling everything.... why me? I feel my bone being removed very slowly. It hurts like a fucking bitch... it doesn't go away either... it's like I'm going through torture. After they move what seems to be like 3 bones I feel something being inserted into their places... it hurts so fucking bad... when will this end? I feel them start sewing my skin back together and it doesn't hurt as bad, but it still hurts. After the doctor puts on the bandage I'm able to open my eyes.... I look at them with complete fear, pain, and confusion in them. One of them puts their hand over her mouth and gasps.

X: He was awake!

Xx: no he wasn't...

Xxx: check his brain levels...

X: on it...

I look over at the lady and hear clicking from her computer. She drops her water and it spills everywhere. She covers her mouth and looks at me with sympathy

X: he was awake... for the whole 3 hour surgery

Xx: that's impossible

I'm able to start moving a little and speaking just a tad. I start mumbling a little and they all look at me. Before I'm able to get out a word I pass out from the pain...

Daniel POV

About three doctors come rushing out and pull me into a back room. I just follow and I can't help my mind from wondering... is he dead... did the surgery go wrong? Is he paralyzed forever?

X: My name is Morgan... and we have some bad news...

Xx: my name is Drake and it isn't that severe on my opinion but he may be scared for life...

Xxx: my name is Haley and I think it's pretty bad...

D: just fucking tell me!

M: well Joey was awake through the whole surgery... the sleeping gas made his body fall asleep but not his brain. So he felt everything during the surgery

D: WHAT??

H: He tried to talk to us when we were done but he passed out before he could talk... he may be very unstable for a while... what's your relation to him?

D: I am his boyfriend... Why didn't you check if he was awake?!

Drake: well it was a three hour surgery and he could of lost a lot of blood... we had to get a lot done in a short amount of time...

I hear a voice that sounds like joey screaming, "I WAS AWAKE! I WAS AWAKE!" Over and over again.

I push past the doctors and run to the voice. I run into a bright white room with a bunch of lights in it. I see joey screaming while looking up at the ceiling.

D: JOEY!

Joey starts crying and mumbles a bunch of words. I run over and hug him gently. He starts crying as hard as he could and shakes his head.

J: I was awake Daniel... I felt everything...

D: baby you're ok now... I'm here, we will sue or something.. joey calm down I'll make you feel better.

Joey pulls away and nods frantically. I hand him some of his pain medication and he starts rocking back and forth.

J: it was torture... I couldn't move, speak, scream, open my eyes.... I could do anything... I felt the cuts, burns, removing my bones, putting fake ones in... Daniel, I don't know if i will ever forget about this...

D: Joey I don't know what to tell you, just stay with me and I will try to make you feel better. Make your wondering thoughts about something else, im hear for you...

I hug Joey again and he starts rocking back and forth again. He stands crying again and I rub his upper back so I don't hurt him. He moves his head into the crook of my neck and keeps sobbing. I feel a pit of rage fill inside of my stomach. It takes all of my strength not to walk up to those doctors and beat the shit out of them... well only maybe drake, I don't hit girls.

Joey pulls away from me and scoots over, he lays back down and looks at me. I get the hint and lay down next to him. He clings onto me and puts his head into my chest. His arm cast is uncomfortably rubbing against my arm but I ignore it.

D: I love you Joey...

J: I love you too Daniel

I kiss the top of joeys head and he smiles at me for a little then that smile turns into a face of pain. He starts breathing heavy and clings into as tight as he could.

J: Daniel... my back... it hurts.

D: baby I know, I'm sorry

I see tears fall down joeys face as he is trying to go to sleep. I'm going to either sue or beat someone up. I don't care if I go to jail for anything...  I want to fucking kill someone right now. Joey doesn't deserve this... his best friend dying then him going through this? No one deserves for their friend to die, no one deserves to go through this... why does the world just target him and fire away... why couldn't it just come for me for a while and leave my baby alone... car crash on Monday and it's currently Friday and he had back surgery where he was awake the whole time.

I'm going to get joeys vengeance some how... I need to make a baby feel right again, before I lose my cool and kill someone... it's life or death between those doctors, and I will either kill them or I will pay for someone else to do it... if I can't do that I'll make them pay some how... my baby is going to feel better, and I'm going to help him the whole step of the way... the only people that are in the way are Haley, Morgan and Drake....

I'll do anything to get them out of the way....

A/N: Dark :)