First of all I'm sorry, These days were heavy for me. The path I stand at this very moment is very difficult to balance. My old life from this new frontier I'm in was very different. Ever since school started, I said to myself that I will improve my work, I would be a better author, and just as I promise to Love (Jashron) I will never give up my talent. But right now? I never had time for my dreams. Grade 11 is very difficult, its hard to stay on top. I remember someone leaving us because it said Grade 6 is hard, as I recall that I say "Fuck u bullshit its just Baby Thesis when it comes to where I am right now."
I never had time to edit Lost Angel
Nor update Felicia Fate
Or make poems and rant about something...
Instead all I do is research, Baby Thesis, Speeches due the next day and finally my undecided future..
I rarely had time to visit you guys, and I think some if u had already forgotten me.. And Im sorry about that.
But despite that, I love God and he gave me the most precious man I had ever love and I would never give up the promise I have given to him.
I would try to update in my vacant time, or maybe when I'm handless in work but as for now.. I want you all to remember that even though our lives are full and busy, please never lose sight of what's really important.
I miss Shade already.. Its been 6 months since I talk to her.. I lost my very first friend here... I just can't.. And I dont care if nobody understands.
Thats all I guess..
God bless then.
