So many things building up
So many things I want to dump
My heart feels so numb
As my depression additions it's sums
To walk on my broken road
Carrying such a heavy load
So many voices I think aren't my own
Even if I feel so alone
My thoughts are Dark
Do I still have a heart?
No one was there to guard
As if everything goes hard
So much confusion
Aren't sure if it's just illusion
Can joy and pain become a fusion
But now I feel is an Eruption
So many things I miss
Slowly I feel my values least
So hard to release
But It seems I have no reason to unleash
It's too late now
Everything's gone
I can't do anything somehow
No matter how many days reaches Dawn
It's over
I feel every sober
One way or another
So many pain kept it's gather
No one to gave me advise
Kept believing in the lies
What is God's plan precise?
As I mentally dies
If I let you go
Would you still be a part of me?
Is this real?
Will I go on
Or
As always.. Is this all just fantasy.
I don't wanna be alone..
I had enough
