Our Little Secret|L.P.

Chapter 4

*Jazzy's POV*

"Thank you for having us once again London! You've been amazing!" I hear Harry say as they once again, finish an incredible show. Five shows out of 200 are done. I know it doesn't seem like much, but this tour is already flying by. After a few minutes, I see the boys walk off the stage one by one, Josh following behind them. "We're all going out tonight to enjoy our last night in London. Would you like to tag along?" Josh asks me. I shake my head. "I'll just stay on the bus. Thanks for the invite though." I answer giving a small smile as I walk back to the tour bus. Hours pass and the boys return one by one, noticing Josh never shows up. Sighing, I walk to my bed and lay down closing my eyes hoping tomorrow will go by a little smoother. When I awake, the bus is quiet. The boys are usually up making noise by now. I look at my phone, seeing it's only 8 am. Why am I up so early? Not being able to go back to sleep, I decide to make a big breakfast for everyone. When the aroma of bacon and eggs hit the air, I notice Niall padding his way from his bunk. "Good morning Niall. Could I ask you something?" I ask. He nods tiredly as he carefully steals a piece of bacon out of the pan. "Where was Josh last night? He never came back I noticed." I say, trying to pay attention and not burn the food. "He was with us the entire night. When we left, he wasn't ready to come back so he stayed at the bar. He was never with another girl if that's what you're scared of. And I can almost promise you that he rode in the bands bus last night." He assures me. I nod my head yet not entirely convinced. I set the food out on the counter after it's cooked and eat a small amount of it. Soon, the others come trolling into the kitchen and fix themselves a plate. "We have to hurry lads, our flight leaves in an hour." Liam mentions. After breakfast we all pack our things and head to the airport. We board the plane when they call our flight, and I have yet to see Josh at all today. I just shake it off, although it does bother me. I get on the plane and sit next to Liam. The 8 hour flight was filled with jokes, banter, and laughter. When arriving in America, it was 11 am and jet lag was taking a turn for the worst. We all got to take a 3 to 4 hour nap before it was interview and meet & greet time. I stayed on the bus while the boys went out and did their thing. Hours pass and the crowd outside as moved inside the stadium. I start cleaning up around the bus packing my things back into my suitcase. My heart drops when I hear someone walk onto the bus, I'm relieved when I see Liam. "Why are you packing?" Liam asked concerned. I shrug. "Josh has been seeming distant lately. And I understand with him being on tour with you guys but it's never been this bad. I've barley seen him since we set foot on the tour bus and he's always out. I just don't see why I'm here if he doesn't care." I answer. Liam moves closer to me sliding his hands around my waist, sending shivers down my spine. "Just because he's distant and doesn't care for you doesn't mean someone else doesn't either." Liam said in a soft tone. I see him as he starts to move down closer to me. My breath gets caught in my throat. What if Josh walks in? Suddenly I don't care anymore. I push the thought away from my mind as I lean into Liam. The kiss is slow and passionate at first. It soon turns urgent, and I feel his hands exploring around my waist. He picks me up with one swift move and hurries to the back king bedroom. This is wrong and I know I shouldn't be doing it but suddenly I don't care anymore. Josh has been so distant lately, the thought of sleeping with Liam excites me. Our bodies move together removing piece by piece of clothing. Before I knew it we were both naked and he's sliding a condom on. He looks me in the eyes asking for my permission, as I give him a reassuring look with a smile. "I'm a little bigger than Josh, so it'll hurt a little okay?" He whispers into my ear as he slowly pushes himself into me, giving me time to adjust. It's been so long since Josh and I have made love. The feeling is uncomfortable but not painful. It turns to pleasure once I give him the okay to start moving. "Fuck, Liam." I softly moan. He starts moving faster as he leans down and kisses my neck. "I love you so much." He moans into my ear. He motions soon becomes sloppy as I move my body with his to cause more friction between us. "Shit." He quietly moans as he releases. Not long after, I feel the glorious feeling take me over making me arch my back. Liam falls into me and our lips meet once again. I see a figure out of the corner of my eye. I softly push Liam away and look over. I gasp but the air gets trapped in my throat causing me to cough as I stare at the figure standing in the doorway.