the things I haven't said aloud (poetry)

the eyes of his

He looks at me and smiles with those glistening brown eyes I've never dreamed of until now

I respond with ocean eyes meeting his, thinking 'wow'

I never knew such a dark color could bring me so much happiness and joy

This boy has changed my perspectives and standards and is ever-changing my world

Coming home from school so giggly, I twirl and twirl in circles like a little kid on a sugar high

I've grown to get comfortable with him but something in me is still so shy

Should I say something?

No, I can't ruin what we won't have, otherwise it will simply be just a dumb fling that only lasts a few months

But who knows?

....right?