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Friday July 26, 1985

             She won't stay away from him!!! It's so frustrating knowing that if not for my parents' "loving heart" she wouldn't have even met him. How can they claim to care about her when they don't care about me!!! Their first born. It's simply infuriating. And since her arrival my grades have slipped, but I think it's only because I'm anxious about the upcoming play. Of course I would be chosen  as the leading female role in the modern take on "Neverland". Luckily Alistair has landed the role as Peter Pan, but I overheard them talking and he said something like "If you aren't in the play they'll just have to find another actor for my role."

            Oh, how I wish he would say such kind and gentle things to me. But he wouldn't do that, right? He does understand how unprofessional that is? I would hope he isn't serious. And her acting isn't all that good anyway. I hope he comes to his senses before he does anything irrational. It's so aggravating because I have to pretend like Alistair wasn't  supposed to be mine. Nothing that can't be changed right? 

           I hate the fact that my parents are so blind to all of the stuff she does. How can you cheat on a test, skip school and smoke every day without being caught? But if I get less than a 100% on a test they go ballistic?!? I just don't understand why they would adopt another child near my age, they were already blessed with the perfect child also known as ME. Do they not believe that I was, -- no-- I am the perfect child. Do they not understand how hard I have tried to make sure that I do nothing wrong.

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