suicide • hood

letter no. two

dear calum,

it's been a month since you've left, and i still don't understand why.

was it because you didn't like it when i spoke of death?

if so, i'm glad you left.

because no matter how much i adore you

those thoughts never cease.

am i making you uncomfortable?

because that was not my intention.

the voices are getting louder

and i don't know how to muffle them

my hands are starting to shake

my breathing is becoming heavier

i need to calm down

or maybe i need you back

yours forever,

grace x