suicide • hood

letter no. one

*WARNING* i wrote this a couple years ago so if some parts seem stupid and illogical, just know i wasn't in a great place mentally. so, read at your own risk lol

dear calum,

you left, and the voices came back.

i'm terrified right now, because they tell me things that i have no interest in hearing.

"he never loved you" they say. "someone as fucked up as you deserves no love."

i never believed them, because you told me not to.

but as time progresses, i fear that they are right.

yours forever,

grace x

again w. new stories

i will update everything by

Tuesday

maybe

idk

bye

nahely x