You were interesting from the moment I saw you.
Infact, I fell in love with you.
Hard.
It was really love, and honestly, if I could do it again I would.
But then came the arguments. And damn they stung hard.
Knowing now, that you're friends with people I told you to stay away from isn't all too great, but I'm not any better.
I won't sugarcoat it.
You started being a dick to me for no reason,
you suddenly couldn't take confrontation from anyone.
You acted as if I was below you.
You made me do the dirty work for you, like yelling at people that crossed you.
You were intoxicating. Whether that's a good or bad thing?
I don't know.
You were beautiful, like a sunset.
But personality always trumps beauty.
And your personality was good at one point, but my god it just went downhill.
You starting acting shitty to me.
You ignored me for the slightest reasons.
And I was heartbroken.
I thought your shitty attitude was MY fault.
Manipulation became your favorite thing. Manipulating my emotions and thoughts to make them align with yours.
Trying to get me to stop talking to people you didn't like, just because of that.
You were jealous of people who talked to me that you didn't like.
I like to think that our downfall was sudden, but I saw it coming. I knew that at one point, this friendship would end, but I wasn't ready for how it would end.
It ended like crashing waves, sudden.
A strike of lightning.
One second we're okay, the next we plan on never talking to eachother again.
Of course, not getting closure isn't fun, but I can deal with it, because god you didn't deserve me.
I was nothing but good to you.
Always helping you no matter the situation, no matter how it would effect me.
And if I could go back and fix my mistakes?
I would never have talked to you on that day of health.
I would have never fell in love with the way you laughed.
This friendship taught me a lesson though.
Things don't always go your way.
No matter how you want it to go.
I don't miss you, and I'm not sorry.
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Well, that concludes part one.
I'm going to be writing these often.
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