Dear Diary,
Dahil matigas ang ulo ni Migs, inaya nya akong lumabas kahit sabi ko e next week ko na lang syang kakausapin. He took me to this Thai restaurant for dinner. Now, diary, I love Thai food. My addiction to it started when I went to Thailand and got the chance to try some good food there.
Pero ngayong araw na 'to, sobrang kasuka-suka ang amoy ng Thai food. Alam kong epekto lang 'to ng pregnancy ko pero parang lahat ng pagkaing tinikman ko e lasang panis.
Hindi ko na natiis. I headed to the rest room to vomit. When I get back to the table, I was so dizzy that I asked Migs to take me home.
Nang nasa bahay na kami, he was hinting that I let him stay for a little while longer but I was just too tired that I called it a day already.
He didn't hide his disappointment. But I had to be careful. Bakit ko nga ba itinatago 'to? Ewan ko rin e. Natatakot lang akong baka hindi nya tuparin yung pinangako nya.
I was afraid that reality would hit me in the face. That it won't end happily between us. I hope I am wrong.
Ingrid
